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i cant draw faces or feet. i can draw hands, but that takes too much steadiness and my hands were shaking i drank a lot of coffee and took adderall.
ok rant time
people ask me all the time why im so in love with myself and im gonna tell u all now. I FAKED IT TIL I MADE IT. for about half a year i looked into the mirror right before i took a shower and i said, "im pretty" or "im cute" or "im sexy" or "im hot" and yeah for that half year, i didnt believe it. i was at a point in my life at the beginning of those months that i just didnt like myself. i wasnt sick of myself or anything i just didnt believe i was pretty (im tearing up this is cute.) i thought i was fat, BUT THAT AINT TRUE. over those six months i started getting a little happier with myself and the way i looked bit by bit. i was also eating healthier and being more active because im about to go into a top level marching band i gots 2 be fit . i experimented with different styles and makeup. I found i really like myself in dresses and winged eyeliner. after those six months, i still kept telling myself i was pretty but i was believing it. i started being nicer to people. i started laughing more. i even l i k e d my smile. i wasnt scared of hugging people and holding someones hand.
i thought people were judging me before, but i was wrong. I was judging me.
i now touch my thighs and my arms and i look at my hands and face and i feel happy with myself.
so, what are you guys going to do to make youself happier? what is making you sad? try to look at it in a new light or fix it. its hard and it takes time, but u just gotta vibe with yourself.
