Dude legit I'm not gonna lie I'm weird asf and I will say some of the dumbest stuff ever and not even realize it like legit if you're of my friends u know how stupid I am but like if somone comes to me and tells me that I'm wierd or I'm a freak I just wouldn't care I would just say thank u and just not care cause to me it's gonna be okay like you're gonna be okay even if life has been hell for months and u can't escape it or nothing it's gonna be okay still but to me it's crazy if I'm not okay ima still be the one to preach to be yourself no matter what cause like i don't wanna see anyone else so broken like I wanna see you smile and I think that's where my love of making people smile comes in like it's crazy to me but also so beautiful on how like no matter how broken u r or how u get you can relate to somone else cause they going through the same thing cause it's legit you're not alone even if you think u r you're not cause it's like somone else is going through the same thing as well and to me when somone one says they don't wanna be themselves I just wanna hug them and tell them it's okay cause it is okay not wanting to be yourself one day you're gonna get there but it's like even if you don't have anyone there for you that doesn't change u at all cause u got yourself being there for u and idk y but a stranger it was a lady who told me I'm a special person and she didn't know who I was and she just said I can tell you're somone special and I was like wtf and still am ig but ya this was just in my head that I had to get out