yes the book is getting taken down . i wanted to let you guys know days before i take it down to give you a slight run down on why i cannot go through with making this book at the moment .
first off , lets get this clear i dont want pity, sympathy, nor do i want "clout" off of any of this .
when i first started making this book i decided to use details from my life, race, complexion, insecurities.. and more . when i wrote books i always literally wrote them down in a note book before typing them , just to make sure my plot was on point .
what people don't understand is when i wrote i wrote to make myself happy , i wrote to live in a fantasy world whereas dreams come true even in the worst ways .
my life is FAR from perfect and me opening up to you guys as a FAMILY or SUPPORT GROUP is really hard for me because i really dont know where to start .
first , suicidal thoughts are REAL and they are DEADLY . i wanna say the devil is working VERY hard . my readers may be shocked or you may be very nonchalant about my personal life , as you not really caring
the only reason i am coming out is because im unknown , if you guys knew me personally you would've thought this was a joke , im always there for people, im loud, obnoxious, goofy, and kind of rude.
and yes , i know you are disappointed, angry, disgusted, and petrified by the fact that i am not finishing this book . but i wanted to say writing fantasies are taking a toll on the real world to me . i am not MENTALLY stable , i am not emotionally stable, and nor am i stable enough to let my family/friends know about this side of me .
now , i dont want pity , or sympathy or anything in that sort. i just thought you guys deserved an explanation as to where i've been or why the book haven't been updated.
i love you guys for making me feel relevant and for reading my book , this is only staying up for about 2 days . this is really out of my comfort zone but you guys mean the most to me so i had to explain myself .
thats about it.
