This story is about a girl named Jordan Garcia who was tied with a murder. Jordans mother made the family move to new jersey hoping Jordan could leave her past behind. She meets the Dolan twins and things get crazy especially with her addiction. Gr...
I woke up with the sun hitting me in the face, I checked the time on my phone and its 2pm. I LOVE saturdays. It's been 3 weeks since I haven't talked to Ethan about our talk the other day. I bet he still blames me for the death of his friend and I don't blame him, I feel guilty every day. Ethan hasn't told Grayson about what I did because my relationship with Grayson is better than ever. Every minute we're together we get closer and I can't explain the way he makes me feel. We get high every day and do crazy shit, but it's only a matter of time he finds out. I just don't want him to. I sometimes catch him staring at me and I don't want to assume, but it seems like he likes me in a way, and im not sure how I feel. I try to act like I don't see him staring or flirting with me because I just want a friend, for now. It feels nice though, to have a friend to talk to and doesn't judge your mistakes because at some point he can relate as well. He's just as fucked up as I am and for once I don't feel crazy, but Ethan is right.. I did kill someone and it haunts me every day. I guess it's one of the many reasons I like doing drugs because you forget about your problems for a moment and that's all I need. One moment. My mom barges in my room as if she was an FBI agent. "Looking for something" I asked with attitude. "Do you know what time it is? Get up, clean your room, and meet me in the kitchen when you're finished" she left the room and closed the door. What could she want now. I did what I was told only because I have plans with Grayson and I needed permission. I went down stairs to the kitchen and asked her what's this about " you are taking a drug test so go pee in this cup and come back when you're done"she handed me the cup I tried acting like it's s not a big deal, but it was a huge deal. Im not clean at all. I don't know what to do and I need to think fast before she realizes im stalling "I don't have to pee though" I tried to act calm "well you better drink water because today is saturday and I know you have plans for tonight so this is going to determine how your saturday night and the rest of your future will depend on. I better have your pee in this cup in 15 minutes. If I don't, then you're going to stay home. But if this test comes out positive... well you don't want to know what's going to happen" she left up stairs to her bedroom. I ran upstairs looking for my little brother. "Christopher" I whispered yelled. He was in his room playing GTA. "I need your help little dude" he paused the game "what now" he was annoyed because I made him pause his game "mom wants me to take a drug test, but I know im going to fail so can you take it for me" I pleaded, but he laughed he didn't say anything but laugh at me. I was so confused " what's so funny Chris" I asked curiously "you think im clean" he laughed even harder. What have I done. I smacked him in the back of his head and left his room. I kept my tears inside because I could not believe what I just heard my little brother said. I don't know what to think, he's so young, but that was the same age I started. What have I done. Im such a bad influence. I don't have time for this right now. I need another plan. If I ask my sister she won't do it, but I have to try. "hey sis watcha doing?" I get in her room started looking at her room decor. She's sitting down in her desk typing away in her laptop "you want something I know it. Just say it" she's going to want something as well I know it "I need you to take that dumb drug test for me you're my last hope" I pleaded.. again "what's in it for me?" I knew she wanted something "what do you want Elizabeth?" I smiled " what are you doing tonight?" she stopped typing in her laptop "If you want to hang out with your cool older sister you could just ask me any day, but today is no good sorry" I flipped my hair and she rolls her eyes like always "no stupid. Im asking because I know there's a party tonight and it's the biggest party of the year. Every school gets an invite as long as one of the kids from your school invites them and nobody has invited us and I know you're going. I seen the way you been treating mom this week" reminder. I never told Grayson about Elizabeth "no way! There's too many guys, a lot of alcohol and drugs. It's not safe for you and im not going to babysit. Also I don't want to be the one who invites all the lame catholic kids to a party. Theres a reason you didn't get invited" I was about to leave until she said something "that's fine I guess, but if you don't give mom the cup full of piss. You're not going either. And she's going to take you to the hospital to take a blood test to see what drugs you're actually taking. I herd her talking to dad about it. She's even considering taking you to a rehabilitation hospital since you can't stop" I know she's not lying. I saw my fathers computer once and I saw he was searching rehab hospitals for teenagers. I know people who have gone their and they came back..different. I turned back to her "Fine. Here's the cup ill send you the invitation when you are done peeing in the cup" she took the cup from my hand and headed to the restroom. I was in the hallway waiting and my mom came "have you peed in the cup yet Jordan" she crossed her arms "oh right the cup. You see I was about to, but then chris called me and I left the cup somewhere and I forgot where I left it and now that I told you that I remember where it is. It's in the bathroom duhh im just gunna open the door and pee in a cup!" I tried to give Elizabeth a heads up I was going in the restroom with her. Good thing she didn't lock the door. She gave me signals and I gave her signals as well not trying to make sound so my mom wont hear us. She finished peeing and I was not gunna touch it till she cleans the outside of the cup. I grabbed it and left the bathroom my mom was waiting right in front of the door "is this what you wanted mother" she grabbed it and took it to her room to test it. My sister comes out the bathroom "invitation now please" I grabbed my phone from my back pocket and send it to her. I herd the ding from her phone "this is the invitation?" I send her a meme "seriously Jordan. If you don't send it right now, then im going to tell mom" and they say she's the smart one "it's the biggest party of the year. Everyone wants to get invited so if people ask for the invitation and send this they think it's a joke. Until you open the image it gives you the address at the bottom and you need to show it in the front door" I left to my room and started to get ready to shower, but I also had to tell Grayson about Elizabeth before the party Calling gray.. G-whats up J J-Hey I was just calling to ask if you wanna hangout before the party. So we can hype ourselves up G-uh yeah of course J- Ok cool um meet you infront of my house in an hour? G- see you in an hour and also wear something hot J- of course I am lol see ya Ended call with gray I didn't know what I was going to wear, but I did want to look good. Normally I wouldn't wear skirts nor dresses, but fuck it.
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This is what im wearing, I don't have a lot of dresses so this is the best I got. I just need to curl my hair and put make up, how exhausting is being a girl.
As I was done getting ready I heard my phone ring, It was Grayson calling me. "What's up gray" "Hey im outside your place are you ready to go?" "Sorry not yet almost though I just need my makeup" "You don't need that stuff. Is it ok if I go in?" I thought about it. My sis would be in her room finishing her homework like always and my mom.. hopefully wont hear the door open "Sure" I hanged up the phone and left down stair opening the door and see Grayson getting out of his car "Wow you really do look hot" "Well yeah it's a party. Lets go in before my parents find out" I put my index finger in the middle of my lips and took gray to my room.
Once we were in my room he sat in my bed and I sat with him trying to tell him about my sister.
"Gray I know I haven't told you about my sister, but she's coming with us to the party. She begged me so I invited her" "I was wondering when you were going to tell me about your twin sister. It's ok I invited my brother so were even" "Who told you about my twin?" "Ethan. Not to creep you out or anything, but he seems a little obsessed with you not gunna lie" I laughed that's all I could do "It kinda makes me mad though" "Why is that" "Because... I like you.. a lot and my brother seems to like you too" He looks at me deep in my eyes and then looks at my lips and looks at my eyes again, getting closer to me. " But I can't let him have you" I don't know what to do, but go with it. He kissed me and I kissed him back and by each second it gets more intense. Until I hear a knock "Jay open up" "it's my mom hide" I whispered to gray. He went inside my closet. I opened the door "what?" "You're clean which means you're free to go wherever you're planning to go" my mom said "thanks. It's a party and im taking Elizabeth" I closed the door on her after that. Grayson got out from my closet."You ready to party tonight" I asked him and he nodded getting closer to me and kissed me again "gray.. I don't do the whole girlfriend and boyfriend thing im not good at it. I suck at romance and relationships I think it's best if we just leave it as close friends" I had to tell him before he catches major feelings for me "I understand, but I still want to be able to do this" and he kissed me again. I gave in so im guessing we're friends with benefits. He kissed my neck, but I stopped him before he made bruises.
