Just Friends?(A One Direction Fan Fic)

My big mistake..

"Do you really have to leave? "Harry asked me softly.

"Sadly I do I've got school to get back to. "I whispered holding back tears.

I stiffened a little as the intercom shouted out my plane number. I looked over to see Tori and Nat hugging Zayn and Niall and Lia was with Liam and Louis. "Hey you three keep an eye on the others for us? "I asked as my throat tightened. "Always will don't worry. "Liam said I jumped in his arms and hugged him. I then moved on to Lou, Lia, Niall, Zayn, I saved Harry for last. "I'll call you and text you and Skype you everyday I promise. "Harry said stretching my arms around his neck.

"I believe you I'll text and call when I land. "I said locking my fingers in his hair.

"Good. "He said sliding his arms around my waist with a death grip.

I honestly didn't want to let him go. The last call for our flight came over the intercom. "I'll miss you. "He whispered before he kissed me.

That's when I lost some of my composure a few tears escaped me as we kissed. I pulled away so I could catch tears and I realized I wasn't the only one who broke. All of our friends were either sobbing or wiping tears away.

"I'll see you. "I called to him over my shoulder.

"See you Char. "He called to me as I boarded the plane.

"Guys are we gonna be able to handle these next two months? "Natalie asked me and Tori. I pulled Natalie close to me and hugged her. "We'll be fine. Just have to stick together. "Tori said squeezing her hand. With our last words spoken we all drifted off to the sound of our music and the smooth sailing of the plane.  

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It's been 3 weeks since we left our trip from seeing the boys. We've all been miserable. "Guys I have something to tell you... "Tori said to me and Natalie. "Well spill. "I said calmly. "You see my friend is doing something for a.... Friend so... Their friend won't get searched today. "She spat out quickly but she was hesitant. I knew instantly she was the friend and she was doing something I would think is wrong. I got up and charged at her and smacked her across her head screaming "WHAT IS IT?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! WHOSE IS IT?! "I was fuming and I have hadn't realized what I'd done until I saw her face break and she started to sob. I just took out my stress and anger on my best friend. The way she looked at me made me feel sick. "You didn't have to freaking hit me! "She screamed at me. I was speechless.... I've never hit her like that. "Tori I-"and with that the bell rang and she stormed out of class. I tried to catch up with her in the hall but she'd disappeared in the crowd. I posted all day trying to figure out how to make her not hate me. I wrote her a letter apologizing because I knew if I tried to talk to her she wouldn't listen. I wrote how bad I felt for smacking her around like that. I asked one of our mutual friends to give it to her. Knowing she'll probably throw it away.

Later on that day I met Natalie in the hall. "Tori kicked me. "She said nonchalantly. "When?! "I asked freaking out. "No like kik not KICK. "She said trying to explain. "What'd she say? "I asked getting nervous. "I'm not talking to you or Taylor for a while. Bye. Then she updated her Facebook status saying I thought best friends told each other secrets. Well I have one and he's freaking amazing. And she said I didn't tell her a secret apparently. "Natalie said with a puff of air as we went to orchestra our last class of the day. "It's all my fault I'm sorry Natalie let's just let her cool off for a bit. "I suggested.

Hitting my best friend was the biggest mistake of my life.

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HEY guys its me. This chapter is 100% true I freaked on my best friend the other day and it was the biggest mistake of my life. She's my partner in crime the tuxedo to my bow tie and the peanut to my butter and so many other things and I just ruined our friend ship and it was the worst thing I could have done. And if she's reading this now I really want you to know how sorry I am it kills me that I hurt you and I'm so very sorry and I hope one day you can forgive me :( and I love you. I'm so honestly sorry.