Joji Smut and Imagines

Admittance

Joji's POV

I leaned back in the uncomfortable chair that was situated outside of my therapist's office. I readjusted myself in the seat slightly,sitting up some as I heard her 6 inch high heels coming thumping across the carpeted floor of her office as she opened the door and peered out to me with a bright smile. "Hi Joji, come on in love and we'll get started with your session" she said as she moved to the side as I stood and started walking towards the door, me towering over her petite frame and nodded, internally licking me lips as a I got a good look down the front of her shirt and saw her beautiful cleavage.

I sat down on her couch as she swayed her way over from the now closed door to her desk picking up her notepad,pen and voice recorder. 'Oh,she's going to record us this time,kinky' the small voice in the back of my head called out "hush,nothing is gonna happen" I mumbled quietly back to myself as she made her way over to her chair situated behind the coffee table in front of me. "How are we today Joji love" she asked as she opened her note pad and hit record on the voice recorder on the table.

"I'm good today Dr. (y/l/n)" I swallowed deeply as I said her name. You see I fuckin' love my therapist and not in the 'omg she's so amazing' way, I mean I am in love with my therapist and she loves me back. She just doesn't want to admit it,but I know she loves me back. "Joji,baby you've gotta talk to me this session you know that right? I know you usually just like to sit in silence but I think the session before last we made a lot of progress,I was very proud of you"

See,she calls me baby and I make her proud!of course she's in love with me,she has to be! I looked down and fiddled with my hands some "Ok" I murmured back quietly and I could feel the warmth of her smile,soI sat back on the couch,she also sat back in her chair,her shirt being pulled slightly closer as she does and my mind goes into overdrive.

Remembering how I had found her Instagram and her bikini clad pictures from her latest vacation to Spain and Italy. She called out my name and I slightly shook my head and she giggled softly "I need you to focus with me a little ok" and I let out a shakey exhale and swallowed the lump in my throat "Ok" she kept the bright smile on her face "Now,how have you been since our last session,I know we didn't make much progress but I know we can this time"

Do I tell her about how at our last session,when I had excused myself to the restroom I had found her pre mentioned Instagram? Do I tell her about how when I got home after that session I locked myself in my apartment and beat my meat to the pre mentioned pictures right before I beat my meat again to the idea of her being sat between my thighs,her legs spread wide open while she moaned out my name at the top of her lungs as I use her clit as my personal fidget spinner? I got a slight shiver down my spine as I remembered how wild my imagination ran.

Dr.(y/l/n) called out my name and I quickly stumbled out of my daydream "Joji,honey are you ok? You seem a little out of it today." I swallowed and nodded and started pulling on the collar of my hoodie "Is it warm in here?" I asked her meekly as I started to look around,my eyes looking for anywhere to rest their gaze on besides her. She leaned forward to rest the back of her hand on my forehead and I stiffen slightly.

God she's so fuckin soft. I just wanna- 'Do it! She right there,grab her,she loves you,you both know it' the voice in the back of my head getting louder and louder as she leaned in closer and closer,fuck did she always smell this sweet? The only fragrance I got from her is when I would go through her gym bag when she left her office. I had even taken a pair of panties from the same gym bag to rub one out with,I know she knows I took it,the idea excited her just as much as it excited me,she didn't need to tell me I just knew it did. I flinched softly when she huffed softly "you are a little warm George"

I shivered and groaned softly, she knows what it does to me when she says my name,she always calls me by my nickname. I quickly stood up 'tell her,she wants you to. Be her big,sexy,strapping man and take the first step. Tell. Her. Now!' I grabbed her hand and pulled her across the table and into my lap before declaring "I love you and I know you love me,please stop playing you know what you're doing to me" I put her hand on my bulge through pants,slightly moving it up and down and moaning softly for effect before thrusting softly against her hand.

I glanced at her from under my eyelashes and swallowed softly "you love me,I know you do Dr. (y/l/n)." She pulled her hand away and got off my lap "Oh no. George honey, I don't love you, I do very much care for you but I don't love you" she said with both of her hands up. 'She's lying,she knows she loves you she just doesn't want to say it' I shook my head "(y/n) you love me" I grabbed her hands and put them over my heart "See,this only beats for you" she tried to pull away and I winced slightly,she was pulling away from me so I leaned forward and placed my lips against hers firmly,not hard enough to hurt but firm enough for her to know that I knew what game she was playing and that I was beginning to grow wary of waiting.

She squeaked softly and I gently pulled her hands back towards me,putting one hand on my shoulder while still holding her opposite hand. I wrapped my free arm around her waist and pulled her closer,deepening the kiss,internally begging her not to let go,not o fight me. I needed her,she loved me,she just had to admit it.

I pulled her with me as I sat back down on the couch with her sitting in my lap,my eyes clenched closed,afraid that if I open my eyes I'll see that she hates me. I felt her mouth move in sync with my own. I relaxed some and pulled her closer. I sighed softly against her lips before pulling away "Love me" I held her much smaller hand between my larger ones "Please"

She was nibbling on her bottom lip "You know I can't Joji, you're my patient,this could get my practicing license revoked" she rested her hand against my face softly and I leaned into "then I won't come to you again,you could pass me off to another therapist but please don't tell me you don't love me too" she got off my lap.

"Joji" she said with her back turned towards me "We can't do this,you know we can't" I stood and wrapped my arms around her waist "Why can't we? Please just tell me why and I'll go away and I'll never come back" she continued nibbling on her bottom lip "see,you can't think of a reason"

I turned her around and held her in my arms "please,just give us a chance" she continued nibbling on her lip and smiled "Ok fine. But if I get in trouble for this you're gonna hear about this mister!" I chuckled and kissed her nose softly"You fuckin love me" I told her in a singsong voice and she giggled "so do you" she said back in the same voice and I smiled "you're damn right"

A/N

I know y'all probably thought I was dead huh? Nah I've just been busy as fuuuuuuck but now I'm back and better than ever 🥰