jealous

5

For the next few days, none of the members (Except for Taeyong hyung, Taeil hyung and the Dreamies) spoke a word to me.

They must be very upset at me.

They don't even know my side of the whole thing.

I stopped eating recently.

I probably only had water and maybe breakfast.

My face also became more pale because of this.

We were at a fan meeting with 127.

They were still ignoring me but pretended nothing happened.

I was wearing a pretty tight white shirt with black skinny jeans so you were able to see how thin I became over the days.

A fan must have noticed my change when they exclaimed,

"Mark why do you look so thin and pale? Have you not been eating properly these days?"

This made everyone, including the members look at me.

Their eyes widen at me, even you were shocked.

I rose my microphone slowly and said I was fine and admitted I didn't eat these days.

The same person then asked why my legs were wobbling.

I looked down at my legs and saw they really were wobbling.

I looked back at that person and told them I didn't know.

My vision then started to blur.

Was this normal?

This never happened in the days I stopped eating.

As I started to slightly tilt myself, the last thing I said was

"Taeyong hyung, why do I feel like I'm going to....."

Then everything turned black.