My Broken Heart [JIHYO X FEMALE READER]

Chapter 4

Y/N's POV

*Y/N FLASHBACK*

I was walking back from school as per normal. Listening to worthless by Eli.

That song really just know how I feel everyday. Some people say that I'm ungrateful for what I have because I already have BLACKPINK and yet is till feel empty inside. I just don't know why okay? I'm confused and mad at myself as well..

My thoughts was interrupted by someone pushing me against the wall. It was one of my brother closest friends, Namjoon aka RM along with Jimin and Jin.

"YAH! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? YOU THINK JUST BECAUSE YOU'RE YOONGI'S LITTLE SISTER YOU CAN JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANT HAH! DON'T BETRAY YOUR BROTHER AGAIN!" RM punched me in the face.

"AND WHY DID YOU GO ALL SOFT HUH? FALLING FOR SOMEONE HAH! THAT'S A JOKE!" Jimin teased me.

"DON'T YOU DARE FOR IN LOVE WITH THAT TWICE GIRL. WHAT'S HER NAME AGAIN? OH THAT'S RIGHT! JIHYO! SHE HURT YOU AND YOU KNOW OUR RULE NO FALLING IN LOVE WITH YOUR ENEMY. ITS SO BASIC. YET YOU FAILED US" said RM.

RM started hitting my stomach harder and harder.

"that's enough RM." RM let go off me but Jimin started attacking me and he did the same. Jin tried to stop them but it was too late. I started coughing out blood.

"YAH STOP! YOONGI WON'T BE HAPPY ABOUT THIS" they both let go after hearing how yoongi would be upset at them. I mean yoongi oppa can be scary at times but I still love him,his my brother after all.

RM and Jimin walked off. Jin looked at me and sighed "Don't call the cops on us again. I know you're trying to do the right thing but you know how it will end and I don't want to see you suffer like this" he patted my head and walked off along with RM and Jimin.

Jin is really close to me other than yoongi. Jon always helped me with all my problems with the gang and yoongi. Jin understands my problems because he used to be like me once. Jin can never go against yoongi. Even though yoongi may be a bad person, but yoongi was the one who saved Jin oppa in the past.

I felt so dizzy that I wasn't able to stand up. After several tries, I decided to go back to my 'favourite hideout' away from the gang and that's the river that I always go to. As I walked out of the alley, I saw two girl walking towards my direction. I didn't really gave a fuck much about it so I just walked but once I saw that it was Nayeon and Momo, I cant let them see me like this. So I ran, accidentally pushing Momo. I really did wanna say sorry I really do but I can't. Not when I'm in this state. I controlled myself from coughing out blood again but I didn't work. They witnessed it all. All I could do was run.

I finally got to the river. The next day I didn't feel like going to school. I just stayed at the river the whole day. Throwing stones was like throwing my anger out. One thing I like most about the rivers were the creatures living there. I felt peace every single time I'm here alone but the atmosphere broke when a familiar voice called out to me...

*end of flashback*

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Y/N's POV

Still at my river, throwing stones. Suddenly I though of Jihyo in mind. I lost my balance and fell into the river.

"AISHH WTF DID YOU FELL Y/N" I spoke to myself.

I'm so pissed off at myself. I mean RM was right. I shouldn't go soft towards my enemy but I just can't stop thinking about her. AISH WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. I punched myseld severely times but no matter what I do,i just kept smiling thinking of her.
NO NO I CANT BE THINKING OF HER?!

"Hey there" a familiar soothing voice.

I turned around while throwing a rock at her by accident.

"OMG NAYEON UNNIE I'm so sorry" okok you all may be confused at this point but nayeon and jennie are freinds and to sum everything up, I'm close with Nayeon but not as close as I am with BLACKPINK.

"ouch it's okay. I'm not bleeding anyways"

"omg I'm so so sorry"

"nono it's okay. I shouldn't have startled you like that"

I just sighed.

"hey what's wrong? I see that you just went for a swim in the river"

"not funny unnie. I just slipped"

"wow. That's the first. You're not usually clumsy."

I just shrugged.

"Jennie unnie told me what happened. Don't worry I didn't tell anyone yet, not even Momo"

"thanks nayeon unnie" I gave a loud sigh

"hey, you haven't told me about past yet. I mean I've been by your side too with Jennie and your not telling me anything. C'mon tell me. Tellll meee" nayeon did an aegyo and I mean how do these girls make me surrender to their cuteness

"okok fine but only you"

[A/N ill skip to the ending because I wrote lot of it at chapter 3]

"...she just took everything for me... I know I was a bitch last time but she hurt me so badly then even my own parents kicked me out of the house and to think I was blinded by love"

"wait love? So you liked jihyo back then?"

"yeah I-I d-did. she was the one I was closest to, did everything together. She made me feel complete. She made me do good things but I was the fool to turn into a monster and when I did, I knew I couldn't hurt that one person that was with me, and that's why jihyo didn't get bullied because I was there for her. But once I got kicked out, I hated her. I didn't bother listening to her excuses. Ever since then, my parents would take care of her because her parents were always on a business trip but then her parents got in a car accident and she didn't had any other family but mine. And every time I would pass by my house, I would see my parents smiling like never before especially jihyo." I couldn't hold back my tears.

Nayeon pulled me into a hug while caressing my hair.  "shh shh, it's okay. Just let it all out."

"you feeling better now?"

"yeah. Thanks unnie"

"look I know you hated jihyo but you should look at her point of view. You may never know until you hear both stories."

I couldn't speak so I just kept looking down.

"look, Y/N, I know you're a strong girl and I respect you for that but sometimes you can't just bottle it all up. You might end up hurting the people around you."

"wait if I hurt jihyo.." I muttered

"what?" nayeon pretending not to hear it.

"huh? Oh nothing"

"you sure?"

"yeah"

"okay then, wanna throw some rocks together?"

I couldn't say no to that smile of her's so I just nodded.

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Hello everyone. Jihyo's solo stage today was so beautiful. She really is a god.

Dance ☑
Vocals ☑
Beauty ☑
Leadership ☑
Mothership ☑
Acting ☑
Pure heart ☑
Stole my heart ☑