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(A/N so this is my very first writing a story I just always love reading so much that now I have decided to make my own story I hope you guys like it!!! I would love your comments (only positive and constructive ones) if you have nothing good to say don’t waste your time cause or else I will only be deleting it and you would have wasted you time anyways!!! Ta ta I will upload soon!! Att: BlackRoseLOR                                          BrokenHeart

Running that is all I have been doing since that terrible day where I almost die of heart break, it was that same awful day when all my dreams crumble and make me the person I am now empty with only my one purpose in life to find the one that will make me whole again that will make me love again and  make me feel i hope…           

                6 years ago…   

Stephano Pov                                                                                                                                             Today was my wedding day “Awww … I can’t believe I am getting married today, why did I have to propose , its all my parents fault always trying to make me do thing I don’t want to do, I mean I love her but I am just not ready to commit and become that person with only one girl”, thinking that maybe I should just get my stress out I called the school slut which used to be my booty call since high school I don’t really like her like that but damn when I just wanted some pussy without worrying about going out to get it all had to do was text “ I want some” and she was here in a flash I guess she cant help being in love with me I am pretty handsome if I say so myself I am 6’2 black hair dark blue eyes and muscles that make any women succumb to anything I want, don’t get me wrong I do love Serena but she is so innocent and never wants to experiment and I just don’t have patience for her boring self, I will definitely keep in touch with Dayana I can do anything and everything to her without her complaining about…   text: : ~Babe I want you right now

                                    Steph ;)

                                    ~Aren’t you getting married today, you bad, bad boy?

                                            Day xoxox

                                      ~Yeah, so I am getting married to a prude….come now!!!

                                                  Steph ;)

                                          ~Fine, be there in 20!!!

                                          Day xoxox

                    Serena’s POV

                           Today is my big day, oh wow I never thought I would get marry ever, I come from a very poor family who have struggle to pay for bills, but thank God my grandmother took care of me since I was little don’t get me wrong I love my mom and dad but they just have never care about me the way parents should my mom left me with my grandmother when I was 3 years old and remarry a guy that treats her like shit oh well I guess karma really is a bitch, but hey what can I say you have to pay for your mistakes, and plus my dad is no better he has like 5 kids with 5 different moms oh well I guess we’ll see how karma get his ass, anyways enough of sad thing I am so excited I got up @ 7 in the morning to get ready for my big day I have my hair done, nails and make up I can’t wait to walk to the aisle and marry the man of my dreams, he was so upset that I didn’t want to have sex with him just yet but I just wanted to wait to be really special for me since is going to be my first time I mean I have play with him and teasing but that is about as far as I have gone, I can’t wait to see his face when he sees the lingerie I bought for our wedding night, I had gone to Victoria Secret and got me the most scampi lingerie ever he is going to love it, since my body is so fit and beautiful even with regular clothes you can see that I am very athletic I have always play sports in high school and now I am a personal trainer I have my own gym where I train and help people with need since I am a physical therapist as well, what can I say I consider myself a warm hearted person who would help anybody in need. I looked at myself in the mirror I look beautiful my dress looks like a fairytale dress taken out of Cinderella book, its so beautiful is white with pearls and diamond all over my bust and is a high waist and princess cut which shows my body to perfection enticing my D cup which I am so proud of and my little waist , ahhh I am just sooooo happy!!!  Knock, knock, knock, oh gosh I was day dreaming again so I walk to the door to find granny staring at me with an awe expression

                 “yes,granny??!! Do you like it” I twirl around showing her my dress I just love her so much she has always been there for me

                 “so what do you think?” I took a look at her face and she looked sad… “what’s wrong granny?”

                    Camila’s Pov (A/N Grannys name is camila by the way)

                    Oh my lord!!! I could believe what I just saw…. 20 min earlier….

                    I was finishing setting everything out for my granddaughter, oh I am so happy for her she has finally made it to the last step in life to be happy to be sincere I think she still a little too young for marriage but she is in love and he could be good for her but to be truthful no body can ever be good enough for her she is such an amazing person she has never let her parents decide what kind of a person she was to become she is sweet, caring and such a hard worker she was only 21 and she has her own gym, a career and a way to defend herself when I am not there for her, I am so proud of her… while day dreaming I was looking for my soon son in law, I was about to knock on the door and I could hear moans from outside the door.. “ahhhh, oh yeah baby fuck me fuck me” that doesn’t sound like Serena, I know she is still a virgin “ oh yeah Dayana ride me hard you fucking whore, oh yeah !!!” … I couldn’t believe my ears… oh my God what should I do? There is only one thing I can do I have to tell her…. I walk down the hall to her room where she was getting ready for her big day, why would he do this to her? Oh my poor Serena she is going to be so heartbroken, I knock on her door and there was no answer I knock two more times.. and there she was looking so beautiful stunning her hair was left down in soft curls down her back and her make up with a smoky eye and a soft pink in her lips, I zooned out I forgot what I was here for but then she saw my sad face and couldn’t hold the truth from her  when she asked what was worng“ he is cheating on you “ I said, she new who I was talking to and she stared walking down the aisle and knock on Stephan door…

                                                         Serena’s Pov

                             I couldn’t believe, I was right outside banging on the damn door where you can clearly hear the loud moans coming from the room, he opened the door and I saw red, I couldn’t believe he was fucking that damn whore Dayana , she wasn’t even pretty she was the regular whore with blond her and pale blue eyes, I step in and slap him in the face with all the strength I had left in me, my tears kept on pouring out my eyes even if I tried to hold them I couldn’t I love him so much and I was about to give him all of me, my life I was supposed t have his kids he was supposed to be my first, I was saving myself for him and what do he do, he cheats on me just fucking great, I was into so much pain that all I heard was a faint whisper “ I am sorry, I didn’t meant for you to find out, I love you” what the hell is he talking about????? I am sorry???? Is like trying to tell a person you are sorry for killing them cause that is exactly how I felt dead inside, numb from all emotions and all that it was clear to me is that he has never loved me, how long has he been doing this? Why would he hurt me like this? I couldn’t stay here anymore so I took off running and just kept going like that for like it felt an eternity, I know I was in the woods but I have never been here in my life, but I didn’t care I just wanted to die, I didn’t want to feel this pain in my heart that is not letting me breath, this pain that felt like it was consuming me and I couldn’t run no more, I collapse in the clean green grass, that was surround it by while flowers and beautiful trees in another occasion would have love the sight,but right now I am dead inside, I can’t appreciate the beauty, and I don’t think I I’ll ever be able to love… I have lost everything, my love, my life, myself.

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