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Part 5

~Virgil Pov~

I enter my room throwing my backpack on the floor sighing. I have gotten used to the loneliness that fills this room. My moms are always out working abroad leaving me alone to survive while they're gone. Little do they know the only food I eat are slushies and a bag of chips from 7-11.

I feel disgusting I feel like a pig I feel lazy fat and exhausted. I know I will die if I eat nothing. I don't want to be a weakling that goes down by letting myself die. I hate this cruel world I hate being here I hate how the land we stand on is beautiful but society and humans have ruined it. None of us deserve this planet especially me not trying to do shit about it.

Logan and Patton are one a date right now I'm selfish to envy that to wish I could have that with Roman. I'm not good with expressing emotions if anything Roman feels as if I hate him. I don't I just don't want to attach myself to him. I don't want him to have to deal with me. 

I stare at the clock ticking. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad to text him I need to stop overthinking this and just text him damn it he probably has nothing better to do. I mean sure the only time we have talked in text is about a year ago when we had a science project together. 

I don't remember putting effort into the project really all the effort was towards observing him. I greedily took the chance to receive the gift of getting to stare at that beautiful face. That resulted badly as he got annoyed at me for not helping and instead of apologizing like a normal person I just said sarcastic comments towards him. I really need better communication skills if I want the right to think about a friendship with Roman.

Picking up my phone and unlocking it with my finger print I scroll to his contact and think of what to say. I stare down at my phone biting my lip nervously just a simple hi should do that's not weird at all right. GOD VIRGIL STOP OVERTHINKING JUST TEXT HIM.

Hottopic🖤:Hi

ThinksI'mHot: Oooo someone got impatient on talking to me I get it I'm so beautiful taht you can't resist me want a photo I was just starring in the mirror

Hottopic🖤: Oh shut it you sound like Zen from mystic messenger 

ThinksI'mHot: You've probably played his route the most because he reminds me of you~ (that's exactly what he does)

Hottopic🖤: I do not you probably play whoever's route reminds you most of me since you never leave me alone at school 

ThinksI'mHot: And what if I do

Hottopic🖤: Creep

ThinksI'mHot: I'm hurt Virgil You've hurt me I'm now the damsel save me prince Virgil save me 

Hottopic🖤: what do you mean you're the damsel now

ThinksI'mHot: well I was currently the prince before you were a damsel that I just had to save oh now You've hurt me I'm in your position now we have switched oh save me save me prince Virgil

Hottopic🖤: You're as cheesy as ever I'm nowhere near prince material princey 

ThinksI'mHot: Are you saying You're a damsel or would you rather me my princess~~

Hottopic🖤: Neither

ThinksI'mHot: Oh Virgil how cruel You've hurt me too many times 

Hottopic🖤: Whatever you say dork its late go to bed

ThinksI'mHot: dork DORK I'M NOT A WHALE PENIS

Hottopic🖤: go to bed

ThinksI'mHot: Fine fine I had fun get ready for lunch I'll be waiting for you 

Heyyy I'm back I'd like to say my writing has improved hope that you guys have noticed

                                                                                                                                                                                 Sincerely me with a coma after sincerely🙂💄🐾