farewell happy fields...

Alizeh's careless childhood

After when mannat was brutally beaten by her mom she was crying and feeling alone but this time Alizeh was with her but she was not expressing... She was thinking only one thing why they called an unknown no. If they hadn't call him then this will never happen to them...

Alizeh was little than mannat so basically she decided that she will never do this again in her life as she was afraid enough ...and then suddenly her elders came to her and she was alone and eating her meal and mannat was not there Farha (Alizeh's elder sister) said,

"They are doing this in their room when nobody was there ...ask mom why are you silent...? they are not studying except using mobile i tell you mom and they will not passed the entrance exam u will see this later...i told you..."

Then Gauhar(Elder sister) says... Who is that guy tell me ( she asked in a stricted tone is he your coaching mate...Alizeh replied yes...then why do you not told this to us...why you hide this from us...

Farha says she became mute ..she became dumb...usually you speak so much but you hide this successfully... Then they both Abuse Alizeh for hiding this from everyone and it's hurts her more than a slap....

Then Mannat' mom replied i was not saying so much to mannat as she was ill and weak but you also hide this you should tell this to me ...because of this i have to beat my daughter ...you both just destroyed my trust and then her eyes were filled with tears ....

She start remembering the day when mannat was just 6 years old ...she was thin and weak and love to eat fruits.. She was weak and need more attention which she get from everyone when she was little...her father ( Ghulam yusuf khan) always fulfilled her wishes and he use to bring Mannat with him in order to purchase those things that Mannat wants...

It was the day when Mannat was with her family and suddenly she became faint and everyone became tense as what happen with her as she was just 6 years old ...her mom loose her control and then Gauhar ran outside just to pick up an auto and then they both reached hospital..it was her serious condition and then she was hospitalized in that hospital ...

Doctors was treating her and she was conscious now but she was not in good state... doctor observe something and then they recommend to do C.T. scan ...in order to the know what's matter...then in C.T. Scan report they find something serious which needs to treated very fast ...then after operation she became well and she feels better...this is the reason why her mom always cares her so much...

On the other hand Alizeh was last child of her family as usual last child are more naughty and get more love than other children ...but in her case she was more sincere and she has capability to understand the situation but she was stubborn too when she was not able to understand as she was just 5years...

As mannat was weak from her childhood but Alizeh has a health and this is the reason that why her mom gives more priority to Mannat and this has to understand her...and she was okay with it but sometimes she needs those care and those attention too that she never get and this the reason why she feels like she was an unwanted child ....

She(Alizeh) use to say herself unwanted as when her mom was pregnant she has no clue that she was expecting as she was healthy and after 5 months she got to know that she is pregnant...And she says she didn't knew it if she knew it she will abort the baby as she don't want a baby anymore and Mannat was already a baby (5months)...

On the other hand Alizeh's father always express his love for her...he loves his daughters more than his sons (Asad khan and fawad khan)...but in four daughters he says he loves Alizeh more than the other...

Alizeh loves his father too and also express her love for his father...she never demand anything from his father still her father fulfills her wishes...but Alizeh want her mother' love too and this hurts Alizeh very much when her mom don't take care her ...now time passes and it was the time when both were in class 6 and both sister were quarrelling and her mom scold Alizeh for this and then she feels that everytime mom scold only me ....why, why

Then she start crying and says mom you love only Mannat not me...then her mom replied are you feel jealous with your sister...you are jealous girl...you became a jealous girl...those words from mom hurt her and may be pierced her heart forever....

Then Alizeh heard something ,"see mom is crying because of you both" and then her mom says i always thought that you (Alizeh) are more clever/evil but i was wrong ...Mannat was more than you