forgotten [depressed Deku] tododeku

A casual day

                                                                      mentions of Self harm and suicide

(NOBODYS POV)

 Izuku woke up at 6:45 am from the sweet embrace of his dreams, his dreams where he lived a normal life where he was born with a quirk...... where people liked him.... Izuku thinks as he tries and fails to leave his bed.  ( almost 10 minutes later)  After taken way to long to wake up Izuku finally went out of his bed as he sloppily walked over to the bathroom so he can take a quick hot shower. he stripped down and walked into the shower that was way to hot to be comfortable but why would he care it wouldn't make a difference anyway he thought as the heat stung his fresh cuts on his wrist from last night.

                                                         *time skip brought to you by the tired author*

(Izukus POV)

after my shower i got dressed in casual black jeans and a white T-shirt to go to my college as this is the day before it starts and i want to scope the campus and look at my dorm *oh no* that means ill have to move into dorms tomorrow. 'what if my roommate doesn't like me what if he he hates me WHAT IF I'M PAIRED WITH BAKUGOU... no i wont i was probably the only one that got into UA college from my old class because only 0.2% of people get into UA' Izuku mumbles without realising as he walks to UA.

i wonder what classes ill choose because im not sure if i got into the hero course even though i got good marks on the entrance exam for saving that gravity girl but i was only able to do that because of all might's quirk. oh well it doesn't matter how i got my quirk because today my life will finally get better ill stop cutting ill stop being suicidal i might even make some friends.

(nobody's POV)

Izuku imagines his better life and how kacchan ruined his old life and how the simple words of the sentence 'take a swan dive off the roof' ruined his life how his oldest friend wants him dead and because of that izuku started his long road of depression where the thought to be last destination was when izuku killed himself and he thought  he did as went to a bridge covered in amazing blue orchids running fresh water but also a huge drop and at the bottom a sharp gigantic rock that he intended to jump onto and when a his childhood bully was next to him his glaring anger filled red eyes looked directly into izukus emerald green eyes and he said repeatedly 'kill yourself' 'end it all nobody will miss you' and 'just do it already your a burden you have no friends NOBODY WILL MISS YOU' and at the very moment he woke up 

                         the first part of the story was a dream sorry

the first thing he done when he woke up was put his shoes on and then he ran as fast as possible not even bothering to get out of his pajamas and then he arrived at the bridge and then he jumped right off the bridge in line with the rock 

but Izuku didn't  realise that when he left his mother was still awake and when poor Inko saw izuku run out of the house in such a scared and sad manner she ran after him and then she saw it.... izuku jumped and somehow seeing izuku moments from death something happened for a spilt second her quirk was stronger much stronger instead of just floating small objects and bringer to her since her quirk is linked to her emotions everything around her starting floating and she managed to float midoriya and even though it took more than all her strength she was able to float her only son to next to her and then her quirk became extremely weak but she didn't care as she was holding on her son who was just knocking on deaths door on purpose. inko eyes wear already stained with what looked like years of tears as midoriya opend his eyes and all he said was '....why.'

*this is my first story ever so if you wouldn't mind can you give me constructive criticism in the comments*