forgotten [depressed Deku] tododeku

why

{readers pov}

after izukus...... incident his mother saved him but why. izuku had a terrible life and he was seconds away from escaping him horrid life.....

                                     the next day because of writers block 0>0

the broccoli haired boy woke up despite him not wanting to wake up at all but he has to. he has not yet realised the catastrophic consequences of his actions last night but he has made a promise to himself that despite the horrendous and brutal thoughts rummaging threw his once soft and gentle mind that he wont try again and that even though he wishes he could leave this world that he wont. that he'll try and get better but even he knows its almost impossible due to the state hes in.

after waking up izuku pinched himself to make sure he wanst asleep and when he made sure he wasnt in his not so sweet embrace of his dreams he decided to get dressed as he starts college for real this time so he got dressed in black skinny jeans. a grey polo shirt and his normal shoes. when izuku went down to leave he was met with a worried inko and her sad sorrowful filled eyes as she said 'promise me you are definitely not going to the bridge' as she said a small tear formed in izukus eye and he said 'lets just not talk about last night'.

time skip because i wanna: At the starting ceremony  ((the starting ceremony is where teachers explain how the college works and stuff

{brocollis pov}

the ceremony was boring but for some reason i was chosen to say something i assume all might must have had something to do with it but anyway i went up but instead of saying some poem i just said ' i dont want to be here' and walked off 

sorry this is a draft as my laptop broke and i lost 4 CHAPTERS..... so ill try to write these again quick