I Love You

Chapter 5- Why Me

      Its been 6 weeks school passed. Some reason that day when he pinned me to the ground. He never looked at me again. Or talked to me. I felt like something was wrong. So to get his a

ttention. I had a planned. Get sexual with the guy. And played it off. Even so I never done that before but just give it a tried. When I sat down right next to him. He kept looking at the window. I just stared at him like I was in drama, even so that was cheesie of me to do that. I didnt care. When I kept staring at him. Mrs.Pace had to embarassed me infront of everyone.

"Vanille, why wont you take a picture of Luster so you can stared at the pictire all day."

I looked at her with my face all red. I clinched my fingers and looked down.

"Sorry Mrs.Pace!!"

"Thank you, next time pay attention to class and not Luster. We all know he's a handsome boy. But no need to stare at his face." Mrs.Pace said contuining to embarassed me infront of the class.

I nod and kept looking down. Mrs.Pace turned around and contunie what she was teaching. I looked up slowly. And I notice in the conor of my eyes. Luster was looking at me with a suprise looked. I looked down quickly. And blushed. I heard him laughed a little. He pat my head and whisper to me.

"You can take a picture of me if you want. I can even take of my shirt for you, if you want?" I glared him with my eyes wide and his smile still looking at me.  I looked away and said "Shut up!"

I turned my head around back to his face and he had a smile. A smile I never see before. A smile that was different... The bell rung. Until of couple of class passed by. It was lunch. Oh lunch. I was so hungary I open my lunch box and ate like a pig. Then Luster sat right next to me. I turned my head and glared him like wtf. I still had food in my mouth. He laughed at me. I swallow my food.

"What!!?? Never seen a fatass ate before?" I was pissed off.

"Yea I have, but this one was actually cute." He smiled. I blushed.

"Why are you here?" Why wont you go back to your girlfriend'ssssssss."

"Ha, yea right there to annoying"

so I pushed him off the chair and said "Well you cant sit here. You know what?"

"why?" "Your annoying asf!" I got up and walked off. I looked back he didnt follow me. So I walked back peeping threw the lunch room. He was still on the ground looking down on the ground. He got up and walked back to his table. Those girls that annoyed him and said "Wow, she is such a bitch. She didnt had to push you. Awwh poor baby, its okay your with me and my friends." My eyes widen up and the next thing I knew about was that there was mash potato on her head. It was Rosa and Chris, even that duche Jack. Rosa removed her hand from the girls head. Chris said "Why wont you stfu! You dont understand Vanille at all. You shouldnt be calling her a bitched because Luster gave her attention." One of the girls stood up. "Shut up gay fag. Why are you even talking when you have no rights. You lied to everyone aaying your not gay. And all of sudden you stare at guys dicks at the restroom!!"

Chris stood there and didnt say a word. Rosa jumped in "You know what, you should learn how to shut your mouth because on like hom he stayed true hisself, unlike you who goes around opening your legs to every guy. I was liked thay but I stopped ao damn right ill admitt it because im not fake like you bitch!!" The argue contunie you. Jack step in and whistle really loud.

"Arguing isnt gonna take you anywhere people! I knowbyou guys hate Vanille but what has she done to you. Yea I know why she hates me because I was a dick to her. But that was in the past. She has stuff going on threw her life. Even you guys but doesnt mean you got to bring your negativity to her! Just grow up and leave it a lone." Jack said like he matured.

Luster got up and buffed, smiled. He walked off. He saw me. With tears down my face. My back was against the wall. He grabbed me and we left the school. He tooked my keys to my car. I was so careless. We drove. Drove a place that I dont realize what was going on. We stopped. He said " Its Friday. why not chill together?" I looked at him. I said "Why me?"

Looking up to his face to see an answer.

"Why me what?"

"nothing." I grabbed the keys and walked out of the car. There was a bridge. So I walked and put my hands on top of the wooden rear. Just suddenly he put his arms around me. "If your asking why your interesting. Can I show you?" so I turned around to face him. Looking like I was confuse. "Show me what?" Boom!!

He gave me a kiss... I pushed him. He started to laugh. Huh? Why is he laughing for? He put his hand over my shoulder.

"Do you think ill fall in love with you? Ha yea right." I gave him a death look and I punched him across the face. He fell to the ground and looked up. My face was red just plain red. He looked at me. He realize it was my first kissed. His eyes widen. "Was that your first kiss?"

I blushed more. "Shut up!!"

He laughed so hard. "Wtf wow, that means your still a v-card!!"

I walked off, he yelled and tried to stop me. He ran towards me and grabbed my wrist. I pushed him off. And I screamed. Just screamed of how pissed off I was. Just so much anger.

"Who the fuck you think you are!!? Playing a girls heart like that!!? I actually liked you. No loved you. And I didnt even realize how a duche you are. An asshole. It pisses me that I have to be the one. Why me, just why!!!?? Fuck off asshole. Just leave... You hurt me so much." He stared at me with suprise. With shock across from his face. I wasnt suprise. I walked away again. He grabbed me. This time it was around my body. Just hugging it so tightly.

"Why you...? I lie...im actually in love with you."