·˚✎ 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚟 "Ayy cam" I head as we were all walking into malcoms house I turned around and saw that Luca was pulling me into a hug "Awh hi Luca" I said hugging him back "Long time no see" he said as he arm around my waist and guided me towards the group I seen tha isa, samy and mar were all talking but like I could tell that Luca was drunk and tbh I never liked when Luca was drunk. Me and isa made eye contact and I was like giving her the look telling me to fuckung come save me so she nudged samy and mar and pointed towards me and they started to come "Ayy this is c-" Luca said slurring at he's words while introducing me to a bunch of people "Ay Luca my bro" samy said doing the first bump but Luca still had he's arms around me "Livs do u mind if I just go dance with my girl for abit" isa said and not waiting for a reply "yeah. k. Thanks cya" she said and grabbing me from he's grub and getting me onto the dance floor "U have no idea how much I love you rn" I said laughing while we were dancing with other teenagers "I mean it's hard to not love me" she said laughing. we went over to the kitchen to get drinks cause u know it's New Year's Eve. Me and isa took a couple of shots and then carried on dancing
Time passed by I was throwing it back on isa while she was behind me so no ugly ass dude could do tha and she threw it back at me and I was behind her I know BestFriend stuff. We were all laughing and dancing and it came down to the countdown. I haven't seen mar for like the night I haven't seen him since he was with Luca "10... 9... 8..." everyone began to say I was trying to look for someone to fucking kiss bro. Isa was gonna kiss samy and mar was gonna kiss, well I don't fucking know I looked to my left and I seen malcom "Ur kissing me" I said looking at hi "Aight" he said laughing "3... 2... 1... HAPPY NEW YEAR" everyone shouted putting their glasses up in the air. I looked at malcom and we both clinked our drinks, drank some then malcom leaned in and so did I and we kissed.. I mean nothing too special, obviously abit of tongue. He's hands on my lower back while mine were at the back of he's neck. It was a BESTFRIEND kiss "Forgot how much of a good kisser u were" he said pulling away. Did I mention we used to date.. lol yeah. "I mean what Can I say" I said looking around. I spotted mar literally pinning alessya up again a wall him grabbing her thigh and shoving he's tongue down her throat. I guess I was staring too fucking long "Hey u okay" he said "Yeah I'm fine aha have u got a blunt" I asked "Nah sorry think isa does tho" he said and I nodded and hugged him before going off to isa "Bitch I don't care rn come with me" I said dragging her away from samy "Go to ur fuckboy of a BestFriend" I said to samy and he looked confused as fuck so I just pointed at them and while I was pointing I seen tha mar looked at me but carried on kissing so while he was looking I gave him the fakest smile I have ever done and flipped him off while dragging isa with me "Yo what the fuck just happened" she said as we got out by the pool "I don't know isa, pass ur blunt" I said and she got it out her bra and gave it to me "Nah fam what the fuck is he's problem" she said angry as fuck "I don't fucking know isa" I said tearing up while lighting the blunt up but I couldn't fucking put the lighter on cause my hands were sweaty and I couldn't see properly "Oh baby here u go" she said lighting it up for me "Like I just don't fucking get it isa. He was all fucking over me man like not to lick my own ass but he was" I said "I swear to god if I'm being emotional just cause I've drank abit of alcohol" I said taking a pull from the blunt. "Yeah yeah I know he was fucking leading u on the little fucker " she said "Do u want" I asked exhaling while little sobs came out. "No I'm okay babe u need it more then me" she said I wanna go back to owatta and go see mattia and the boys before they leave" I said while taking another hit "Well that's what we're gonna do" she said. And I just nodded and smiled. I don't even know why I'm crying bro like it just hurt so fucking much man.
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We were in the car, mar in the front and me and isa at the back Everyones silent "Cam I-" mar began to say breaking the si Lance "Bro just shut the fuck up" samy said out of anger and that's exactly what mar did. I don't care. He doesn't have to explain himself. We're not together, we're nothing.
We got home and me and isa went to go to sleep in my room while the boys went into separate rooms.
·˚✎ 𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚊𝚗𝚘𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚟 I literally couldn't sleep, how the fuck did I do that to camila. I didn't mean to, what am I thinking yes I fucking did I don't care if I hurt her pft. She's just another fuckbuddy. Oh well.
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I woke up today really fucking early and found out that cam is going back to Toronto to see the boys before they leave, mattia. It doesn't even make me mad. Just gives me more time to be with alessya my baby.
·˚✎ 𝚌𝚊𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚊𝚜𝚙𝚘𝚟 "Yo u okay" samy asked while driving "Yes it's whatever I don't care" I said looking back at my phone. Isa was still asleep along with mar. I forced her to not come with me and to just spend time with samy so that's what she did.
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mattia aha heard ur coming back to owatta to see me and the boys
me yep wanted to see u guys before u left
mattia Oh right or it's just cause u missed me
me yeah right shut up
mattia yeah? U know I'm right
me Do u want me to make sam turn the car around
mattia Istg
me Ah yeah exactly 😂😂
mattia Anyways I'll see u soon ma
me Bye mattia
Fcuk man why does he have to call me tha. Mar calls me tha.
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A/nlol okay so I'm really struggling with ideas for the next chapter so yeah lol. Also since I'm back in soon my updates are gonna be abit late so yeah sorry about that
