The alphas mate (book one)

chapter 8

"are you sure its him?"

"yea I'm sure tor... what do you wanna do ?"

i didn't answer him all i could think about was that Sean was alive. i would never tell anyone this but ever since he went missing i have always kinda hoped he was dead. now that i know hes alive and that hes here, all i want to do is go down to his cell and punch him in the face so hard that he will be shitting teeth for a week. i know it seems kind of extreme because hes my brother and I'm supposed to love him or what ever but my brother is an immense ass hat he is like the king of the assholes. i may love my brother but i don't in any way like him. a few years ago just before he went missing my brother did something that i don't think i can ever forgive him for. he killed my best friend, her name was Madison she actually looked pretty similar to me except she had long brown hair and bright green eyes. she was practically my sister. the rest of my family have no idea.....they all think it was a rouge that killed her just like the rest of our pack does. only me, Damian, my brother and my uncle know the truth. one day me, Sean,and Madison were running in the woods i stopped to take a drink from a small pond and they kept running on passed me. while i was drinking i heard a a pain stricken howl coming from somewhere near by, i recognized it as Madison's's so i ran over to where they were and i saw my brother standing over her lifeless body with blood covering his muzzle. when he saw me he went behind a tree and shifted when he came back out he was wearing sweat pants and carrying my clothes i took them from him and went behind a tree and shifted back and changed. when i came back out i was hysterically crying and the only thing i had to say to him was

"why, what did she ever do to you"

he looked at me with these big sad eyes and told me that he didn't have a choice. our uncle made him do it, Madison was defying her alpha because she was openly against him forcing me to mate with him so he told Sean to kill her and make it look like a rouge attack. i know that it wasn't his choice to kill her but he still could have let her go if he had told her to run because of what was happening she would still be alive and i wouldn't hate my only brother enough to wish he was dead.

i looked up and saw that Damian was staring at me.

"your thinking about her aren't you?" he asked me

"yea i am. i still hate him so much for what he did to her. but i just cant find it in me to tell you to just kill him as much as i may want to."

"do you want me to take you to see him before we tell everyone else we found him?"

"yea...lets go i want to see him now."

we walked back down stairs to where everyone was sitting in the kitchen talking. i walked up to Sebastian and hugged him. i knew i was going to need the comfort of my mate to calm me down if i was going to see seanie right now.

"me and Damian are going out there is something important we have to do i promise i will tell you all about it when we get back' i kissed his cheek and started walking away. we were halfway to the door when i felt Sebastian wrap his arms around my waist, he rested his head on my shoulder and said

"I'm gonna come with you kris told me about the rouges i don't want you out there by yourself right now its dangerous."

"Sebastian i love you but this is something i need to do by myself. i can take care of myself plus i will have Damian with me and he would never let anything happen to me."

Damian came over to us and out a hand on Sebastian's shoulder.

"don't worry bas ill take care of her, i would never let anything happen to her."

Sebastian looked between the two of us and sighed

"fine but you better keep your link open and you" he said pointing at Damian "better watch her you let her get hurt i will beat your ass."