Jimin whimpered softly as he curled under his blankets. He was dressed in his favorite duck onsie he had gotten from a Bangtan Bomb they did a while back, and was covered in several layers of blankets yet somehow, he felt like he was freezing. The pink haired little sucked a little harder at the pacifier between his lips, clinging to his favorite Toothless stuffie. It was roughly 2 in the morning and he had woken up do to a horrible nightmare that had him shaking violently while crying.
He doesn't remember what it was about though, so he was a bit thankful for that. But, the fear and stress of the nightmare became too much as he quickly slipped into little space.
You would think that Jimin would go to his fellow member, Hoseok, who was laying just feet away from Jimim, for comfort. Unfortunately, he couldn't. You see, ever since joining BigHit and becoming a member of BTS, Jimin has had to keep his little space a secret. He was too afraid to think of what could happen if any of his members, let alone ARMY found out. The thought of his members disgusted faces as they glare down at him, spewing hateful words at him before leavining him in the dirt made Jimin shivers slightly and cry harder.
After about 45 minutes of hiding the dancer figured it best to put his pacifier and stuffie back in the box he kept under his bed before he went back to sleepso that Hoseok wouldn't find them in the morning. He quickly pulled a somewhat large box from under his bed and stuffed his little space objects in it. He hesitated, staring longingly at the contents of the box before he shook his head and shoved the box back, making sure his sheets covered the gap under his bed. Curling into a tight ball, Jimin sighed sadly.
He hated this. He hated lying to his best friends, his bandmates. He hated seeking around at night just to allow himself just a little bit of relief. He hated not being able to show his hyungs and dongsaengs this side of him. He hated it. But what could he do? Even if he did tell them and they did, by some miracle, accept him, they knew nothing of what to do. They would be quickly irritated with the amount of attention Jimin would need. They would quickly tire of Jimin whenever he would slip into his rare bratty headspace. They would grow to hate him.
Jimin shook his head quickly to stop anymore upcoming thoughts, his eyes already stinging with a brand new wave of tears. With a soft sigh Jimjn closed his eyes and slowly drifted off into a fitful sleel
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Hehe, there's the first chapter~
I hoped you enjoyed it!
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ByeBye for my my previous Doves 🕊
~Minnie
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