The Unknown Story of a Young Girl

PART I

HI I'M MARY, YOU PROBABLY DON'T  KNOW ME, BUT I'M GONNA TELL YOU MY STORY EVERY CHAPTER OF THIS BOOK. YOU GOTTA READ IT.

PEOPLE SURROUNDS ME DONT KNOW THE REAL ME, EVEN MY PARENTS, FRIENDS OR MY BEST FRIEND. MAYBE YOU THINK IM NOT REAL FOR THEM, BUT HELL YEAH THATS ME. IT IS HARD TO TELL A STORY TO EVERYONE, ESPECIALLY IF YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES. WHY PEOPLE HAVE TRUST ISSUES? HEARTACHE, FROM FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND IT IS HARD WHEN IT COMES TO YOU. YOU ARE THE REAL REASON OF YOUR TRUST ISSUES. 

WHATS THE POINT OF THIS STORY? I JUST WANT TO SHARE MY LIFE AS UNKNOWN, I CAN SHARE IT TO THE PEOPLE I KNOW, NOT JUST I HAVE TRUST ISSUE BUT I JUST DONT WANT TO BOTHER THEM WITH  MY BURDEN

AGAIN IM MARY, AND THIS IS THE FIRST CHAPTER OF MY STORY.

BACK WHEN I WAS  A CHILD. PLAYING WITH FRIENDS, NO WORRIES, NO ACHES JUST A HAPPY KIDDO WHO WAS SO CLUELESS WHAT WAS THE REAL WORLD BEHIND THOSE SMILE WHILE ENJOYING THE CHILDHOOD. I CANT CLEARLY REMEMBER MY CHILDHOOD, MAYBE BECAUSE I DONT PROPERLY HAVE IT. 

WHEN WE ARE LIVING IN A CITY BEFORE. PLAYING ALL DAY LONG, WITH FRIENDS. I STILL REMEMBERED THAT. HOWEVER, WHEN OUR FAMILY TRANSFERRED TO PROVINCE. ELEMENTARY ME, EXPERIENCED TO DO LAUNDRY, DISHES , HOUSEHOLD CHORES. THAT IS GOOD BUT NEGLECTED THE CHILDHOOD I WAS IN WHEN I'M IN CITY. 

IT WAS FUN. BUT IM STILL KID WHO WANTS TO FULFILL MY CHILDHOOD.

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I WAS NOT A FAVORITE.

I ALWAYS WANTED TO FELT APPRECIATED. BUT IM NOT

TURNED OUT, I WAS ALWAYS THE WRONG ONE, EVEN I JUST WANT TO BE THE RIGHT.

I RECEIVED PAIN IN MY HEART AS A YOUNG AGED. GO WITH FRIENDS AS A HAPPY ONE AND ENDED UP SAD AFTER THAT. THAT WAS JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL YEAR. 

BEFORE JUNIOR HIGH ENDS, I EXPERIENCED HAPPINESS AND PAIN. I WAS A 10th GRADE STUDENT. I GAINED A LOT OF FRIENDS YET I ALMOST LOST MY BEST FRIEND. THAT'S MY FAULT. I ALMOST NEGLECTED HER. SHE WAS ELIZABETH. I TOLD HER ALMOST ALL MY STORY. EVEN THE BOYFRIEND I GOT ON ONLINE (I WAS YOUNG, MAYBE I WAS JUST INFATUATED) WE SHARE STORY. AND WHEN I GAINED FRIENDS I FORGOT HER. YES, MY BAD FOR THAT. BUT BEFORE THAT YEAR END WE ARE OKAY (EVEN NOW). THAT WAS A  HAPPINESS AND PAIN I GAINED WITH MY FRIENDS.

MOVING ON WITH FAMILY SHITS

MAYBE I AM THE PROBLEM. BLAME ME FOR EVERYTHING, WHO WOULD BE RIGHT?

IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY, I RECEIVED THE JOY AND ACHE.

WHO WOULD NOT BE SO HAPPY IF IT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? 

IM HAPPY WHEN I GOT HOME. SUDDENLY, I FORGOTTEN THE DETAIL, BUT ME AND MY BROTHER FOUGHT. HE THROW THE PIECE OF CHARGER IN MY HEAD. I CRY SO HARD THAT DAY. AS I SAY I WASNT NOT THE FAVORITE, SO I BEEN NEGLECTED. THAT WAS MY BIRTHDAY.

I DONT KNOW WHY, BUT PROTECTING YOUR OWN THINGS FROM THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW  WILL DESTROY ITIS SOMETHING BAD? WHY DO I SAY SO? IF A PERSON USED YOUR THINGS WITHOUT YOUR PERMISSION WHAT WILL YOU DO? YOU WILL GET MAD OR STAY STILL?

ME? IM THE PERSON WHO WILL GET MAD.... YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED?

IT IS LIKE IM LOOKING FOR A THING, AND FOUND OUT MY SISTER USED IT WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. AS I SAY I GOT MAD. WE ARGUED. YOU KNOW WHATS NEXT? MY MOMMA WAS NOT WITH MY SIDE BUT WITH MY SISTER. I WAS NOT FAVORITE ONE. I KNOW.

I JUST DONT WANT ANYONE USED MY THINGS WITHOUT TELLING ME

I RECEIVED PAIN, EVERY TIME. ANXIETY IN A YOUNG AGE, AND WANT TO DIE AS I RECEIVED SADNESS AND PAIN EVERY TIME. LIFE WAS SO UNFAIR, I SAID IT BEFORE. 

BEFORE.....

UP TO NOW

WAIT FOR THE SECOND PART IT WAS JUST THE BEGINNING...