Alpha Thirst

Never The Right One

All my life I have asked for only two thing, and that's Ben a d for my father to come back. Ben is my life. I crave for him to love me. When I see him anger and frustration rush through my veins. Anger because I can't have him. Frustration because he will never love me. My name is Ayden. I am part of the moon clan. I am very attractive and I don't understand why Ben doesn't love me. Boys are always going after me but there never the one I really want, there never Ben. Ben is perfect. He is the leader of our werewolf pack. He has lush brown hair and a sleek body. His abs ripple and his eyes glisten. To look at him is to look at perfection. We would make beautiful babies! I just don't get it. I am also a true vision of beauty. I have blond hair and I'm a double D!!!!! That's impressive! What boy wouldn't want to tap this?
My best friends name is Kayla. She is tall and came from a different clan when she was young. She came from what we call "The Getto". She's always been tough and sometimes vicious but overall is pretty chill. She has some serious problems though. Like whenever we go for a hunt, she's just talking about her watermelon. She's crazy.
But I deal with her. I mean, I can totally do better than her but she's kinda like my charity case. By hanging out with her it makes me look good. She's so lucky to have me.
In our pack you could say I'm like the "weak link", that's what I hear my haters call my anyways. There just jealous that they will never achieve my standards of excellence. Losers..... In my pack I enjoy staying to myself and I don't participate in hunts very often. There just not my thing. But that's ok. I have an older brother too. His name is Jack. He protects me from everyone else's mean words and harsh judgements. He is a leader of our pack. He's golden to everyone and to me. I love him. When we were little we would go and explore the forest and all the wonders inside of it. He helped me get over me fear of the dark and he would show the different constellations in the sky. I used to be a very different person when I was little. I was brave and fearless.
But then One day my dad was killed in the forest. It was night time and Jack and I were watching the stars, finding the different pictures and images that they created and then we heard him shouting. We were high up on a hill but we could t see him through the trees that stood tall. We ran down the hill to look for him but we couldn't find him, we could only hear him yelling, pleading for help. We just couldn't find him. Every time we were close to the yelling he would move, making his screeches distant and out of reach again. We searched until the yelling stopped. Ever since then I've been scared of the forest and everything in it. My brother was stronger, more brave than me but he always protected me. My father would be proud.
But never the less I don't dwell on the last. Once in a while I remember all that I've lost but then I just focus on Ben. He keeps me occupied. He is perfect.