There are so many things I could have done but I did nothing and now I have lost everything. If I had just told him about my past or told him the truth, but no I was too afraid and now he wants nothing to do with me. The weather, a fitting thunderstorm, pelts down at me as I rush out of the house where everything came back to bite me in the ass. I should have fought harder to stay hidden from my family or to void that stupid marriage contract. So many should have’s and could have’s and yet nothing.
