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I JUST sigh* Okay... So I have a friend who is super christain and I try explaining to her.... Like.... We are free to love the opposite and same sex no matter the gender and she thinks it's just wrong and that 'god' [ no offense] made males and females for them to leave the opposite sex and only that, but... I think opposingly. I almost had an argument but instead I just left. Feeling terrible and I started thinking!
When I think.... It's not good and now I'm scared and sad and worried angry and just UGHHHHH. I can't explain it to y'all Hell I can't explain it to MYSELF!
I just keep worrying.
I fear fear itself... And losing my best friend wich is actually gonna happen soon!
She's moving because a goddamn imaginary guy in the sky told her mum it's best! [ Again no offense] Moving across the goddamn world! And I'll only be able to text and call her!
But I don't know when that will happen nor will she!!!
Then not later than that my crush will move away! I WANT to tell him I like him! BUT I JUST CAN'T BECAUSE THERES NO USE......
I fear abandonment, loneliness,fear itself
Why can't I just be normal for once?!
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Society is fucked up People are fucked up I'm fucked up
And there's no escape I'm just stuck.....
If you pity me don't. I really hate pity.....
You can try to support me or not.....you can just not read this book ever again.... people seem to stop reading it after chapter 5....
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