forever ➵ choi yeonjun

love

everyday, he feels as if he's losing himself. he would wake up late just to drink to distract his mind. yet, he feels as if nothing is working.

the only thing that has not changed is his feelings for her. he misses her warmth, her kisses, her love.

whenever he feels sad, he would sit beside his piano and just stare at the black and white keys. he would laugh at himself for being foolish.

"bora, i hate you, i really do. yet i still want you for my own. ha, pitiful, right?" he chuckles. then a laugh, then a scream, and lastly a wail.

what have i become?, he thought.