Love Or Sports

letting my gaurd down

Flash back to Tyrone and jonny

Tyrone pov-

After our talk yesterday Jon have not left my mind. I never expected to fall for a man let along a feminine man at that. I don't get it what as come over me. I sat on my bed thinking how would I tell my parents, what will Jonny parents think. Alots moving fast and such little time but one thing I is for sure I won't want our friends to find out me a masculine mocho man is dating a feminine guy like jonny. I layied I'm bed spaced out till I heard a knock. Knock knock knock. Yes who is it. It's your mom. Come in I replied. Hey I could help but notice you in your room all day something bothering you? How could I tell her I like guys . She look very concerned and I'm not good at lying so of I cover it up it wouldn't seem like it's that bad. Well mom I gotta friend who is straight but he told me it's a chance he likes guys. Well what's wrong with that. Well you see he said he likes a guy he knew for a long time and wasn't sure what to do about it. Well has he talked to that friend? Yes and he told me that guy likes him back. So they seem to have a understanding of each other. Yea but how would he be looked at by other people? He's been know to be only into girls, and how would he tell his other friends if they decide to date? What would be there relationship be like if it don't work out? Listen how the world look at your friend isn't what he should worry about. What he's attracted to is no concerned of them. And if it doesn't work then they should stay friends. Just because they dated should make it awkward for them to be friends afterwards. Ok what about telling there friends? Well it's up to them when they are comfortable with it. And if they are truly friend it shouldn't be a problem for them as long as tall love EACH other their friends should love them both regardless. That makes sense mom. Listen you tell your friend to follow his heart and everything will be ok. Thanks Mom I'll let him know that now. Good now when you get the chance come give me a hand with diner pleases. Yes ma'am . I love you so much ty. I love you too.
(Train of thought)
Hopefully she still fell the same if I tell her it was me. Without her I have no one. I have no father cause he left us before I was born. That's what has made me in to the man I am today having to provide for me and my Mom. I always had a wall up and stayed gaurded because I didn't want to show people my emotional side. That's why I've been a ladies man to hide scares I wasn't ready to show. How to I prove Jon if I can bearly open up to him. How do I show him without letting my gaurd down.

I headed down stairs to help her in the kitchen. Oh hey baby can you help me with cleaning up, dinner is almost ready. Yes ma'am I said headed to the dishes. I get done cleaning up the cups and plates when she says dinner is done. Ok I'm almost done I relpy finishing up the spoons and pots. I make my way to the dinning room thinking of Jonny. A sexy caramel funny chill explosive person and start to smile. Seems like you have something on you mind. I got a little embarrassed and lie "yeah just can't wait till school starts soon. We sit on the table as usual and mom says grace. We ate in silence till my mom ask " hey how has Jessica been I haven't heard you talk about her since last summer". Jessica was my ex who we got along real well but we were closer as just friends. Some how our attraction faded and we just act like brother and sister. Last I spoke to her she was doing good possibly engaged I believe I replied. Oh that's nice for her she replied. Im sure you will find someone who will love you as you are she added. Thanks ma I hope so too I replied. After dinner I thought of how to show Jonny I'm serious. I figured if I take him out and we chill it would work but when. Valentine's day was around the corner why not then. I headed to my room and texted Jonny.

Text with Jon:

Ty:hey Jon😺

Jon: hey how's it going😄

Ty: it's good hbu🙂

Jon: good wassup tho😄

Ty: chilling I think I choose a day we'll be going on a date next week🤨