My Red Moon Alpha Mate

CHAPTER 21: LEAVE AGAIN, OR SO I TAUGHT

One month later
Amelia's POV

Its been one month since I saw James last, What n that day I went to his school and told him I would be out of town for some time, I finally saw that I couldn't still be annoyed with him I will push my way and at from him because of Jacob with that I already planned that I would go back to him today, I can't hate him where by I'm sure that Jacob has not been a good father to him and Lia won't stop pestering me to go back to him.

Let's go back to him, Lia begged me in the mind link.

As you wish, I replied sarcastically as I continued walking.

Come on Amelia he could be hurt, I could feel Archers hurt, she said as I rolled my eyes in the hotel room I was staying.

Lia he could have hurt us again, or maybe I don't know kill us, I said in the mindlink.

Let's go back to him, or I'll cut you off, she said, the last this I want is to be cut off, and I really wanted to see my son so much.

Okey fine you win, with that I closed the link and I continued until I finally made up my mind to go back.

The only flight available from Italy right now back to new York was around 11:00 pm in the night so I had to wait and see what will happen.

I had to reach new York on Saturday morning and that's when I called Emily and Amber to come pick me up so we could go to the pack house, it was around 12:16 pm when they came to pick me up, I already noticed a mating mark on my sister and also a sad face and bags under their eye spoke that they haven't slept in a long time.

"What happened when I left," I asked shifting front and I saw them frown at me.

"Well Jacob has destroyed the whole pack house and has been going on a killing spree," they saw my wide eyes but that just made them continue their story "then the only person he doesn't hurt is James, he sleeps with him on theme bed," Amber said "also James is the only one with the bravery to console him, any one else will receive the bad end," Emily added "please stay with Jacob for the packs sake," they begged, and I know all this is my fault.

Finally we arrived and I saw James sitting with a sad face with Austin in the training yard for kids, then I ran to my son and we embraced in a tight hug as he started crying.

"Mum, dad, he misses you, he almost killed himself yesterday with a silver knife, and he wants to do it again, today, he won't let me in he won't let me talk him out of it, he needs you," James said and I left his m and went inside to stop Jacob, a lot of people were inside trying to stop him but he alpha ordered them to stay away, most of them greeted me and I didn't reply but I wanted to stop Jacob from make ng a deadly mistake.

I finally reached his room door where Anthony, Mrs Matthews, Mr Matthews, and Chris, I went yo the door and started banging on the door while everyone left way for me.

"Jacob open up, Jacob open up," I said banging on the door of Jacob's room so he could let me in.

"Jacob," I said banging on the door "go away," I heard someone say in between sobs and tears "Jacob it's me Amelia, open up," with that I heard the door unlock as I saw Jacob standing there alcohol at hand his face drenched in tears as he looked up at me he also had a silver knife on the same hand while he had bags under his eyes which meant he haven't slept in weeks.

"Can I come in," he opened the door wide for me to enter, his eyes and body held pain, sadness and regret and I felt bad I made him feel thus way.

As I entered into the room, I saw Jacob's face and it already looked dead, his face was pale and his knuckles were white and he looked kind of sick.

"What did I ever do to you," he asked and I could see the hurt in his eyes as he sat on the bed "you left me twice," he said as he gulped down the drink and he looked at me.

"I know you never wanted someone like me as a mate, neither did you plan to ever accept me," he said and I felt guilty "I mean Amelia you don't look at the fact that I'm an alpha and I need my mate to be stronger," he continued and I  didn't know when a tear slipped down my eyes until Jacob came and wiped the tear out of my face as I looked at his parted lips and the sadness in his eyes.

I was sitting on the edge of the bed and Jacob was lamenting and ranting about the pain I caused him and I felt bad about it.

"Jacob," I said in a whisper and I know he heard me "I'm sorry," I said as I rested my face on his palm and held it there.

I let the tears in my eyes I never knew I had freely flow down as I was crying, I wasn't crying because I felt bad for him or because he was in pain I was crying because the love he tried showing me, no one has ever loved me so passionately, I pushed him away because I was of him and scared to get my heart broken.

I didn't waste time to wrap my arms around his neck as I gave him a tight hug.

"Please forgive me," he pleaded and I also saw him crying "I forgive you," I knew that I made a good choice forgiving him and giving myself a chance with him.

"I love you," he said and I bit my bottom lip as he cuddled me on the bed, yes he loves me.

Jacob's POV

After she left a month ago I couldn't think straight, I felt that I have wronged her in so many ways and I can't fotgive myself for the pain I caused her.

I was about taking my life with the silver knife on my hand when I heard someone banging on my door I wanted to shrug the knock off but then I heard something that made my sadness reduce.

"Jacob open up, Jacob open up," someone said from the other side of the door, I knew it was Amelia but she won't ever come back to me.

"Jacob," I heard again and then i replied "go away," I said in between sobs and tears "Jacob it's me Amelia, open up," with what I heard I immediately went to the door and unlocked it to see Amelia before me, beautiful and magnificent, and I told myself she deserved someone better.

"Can I come in," she said and I could feel the guilt and sadness in her eyes, and I wanted to go alpha mode on who made her this way.

She entered the room and looked around, I knew it was going to be awkward so I let out the first thing that came into my mouth to start a conversation

"What did I ever do to you," I asked and I almost regret what I said but I need answers so I pushed forward"you left me twice," I said again as I drank out of the alcohol in my hands.

"I know you never wanted someone like me as a mate, neither did you plan to ever accept me," i said matter-of-factly "I mean Amelia you don't look at the fact that I'm an alpha and I need my mate to be stronger," I stood up from the bed and I was pacing around the room and I continued ranting.

She was sitting on the edge of the bed and I was talking and talking with sadness in my voice.

She looked at me and a tear ran down her eyes and I went over to her and used my rhum to clean it, I didn't want her to cry because of me.

"Jacob," she said in a whisper but I heard "I'm sorry," she said as I went ahead to cupped her side face with one hand.

She then pulled me into a tight hug and I wrapped my arms over her waist and pulled her in closer, I buried my face in her neck and I inhailed her scent and closed my eyes to let the tears freely flow down my face.

"I'm sorry," I said in between tears, I wanted her back, there's no one in the world who can make me happier than my Amelia.

"I forgive you," with those words, I pulled her tightly in me as I carried her frail body in my hands, now I can eat again, sleep again, train again, and even feel passion and love for the first time.

"I love you," I said and I knew I meant every word of it.

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Hope you all enjoyed this chapter, well more of it are so coming.