I hear you clearly, as the memories come flooding back, the only voice who could get through to me and the only person I ever seem to listen to completely. But why? Why of all people did it have to be you? Perhaps I shouldn't question. I already cherish the time we got...and though it breaks my heart, I'm letting you go as you wish. I know deep down, our hearts truly say something differently...we knew it from the start, neither of us wanted this again, but we're better off apart. We made a mistake, and now we have to move forward once again.
To be honest, I'm glad you were the one to make this choice....you already knew I would fight like hell just to keep you close, to keep you here. It seems as though, I may be the only one to understand why....even though you really aren't that type of guy, you had to make that decision...in order to move on.
Is it right or wrong you once had to choose her or me?
Is it fair at all?
It's better to lose me than the one you love, I wouldn't want it any other way of course.....
And neither would you, maybe.
The time we got, the bond we built, the connection we made.....everything happens for a reason....and I'm certain deep down, all I wanted was a friend like you....the type of person I lost hope of even existing at all...the kind I'd make in my stories or even see in books. But low and behold, I met you on that game.....in maybe the most unexpected place. But it was just right, we needed each other for things only we knew. Yet at the same time, we selfishly ignored the others around us and then things began to crumble.....doubts and lies surfaced. Til that day she discovered. You had to choose. And upon both ends of the string, the hearts we held broke in two....we died a little on the inside, but instinctively brushed it off...because we had to.
Now it's happening again, yet this time...I think we're capable of saying goodbye.....
You are and always will be, in my mind and heart. Like I am for you. You've taught me how to live just a little more in this world, to be okay with who I am.....and to always look towards the positive ends of life. I ventured out, because of you, and it is worth it. I've realized also, that the people I meet sometimes...I end up having a great impact on, that I am a light in their lives....one that none of them ever want to lose. Once again, you are me, and I am you. I get it now..I think.
Though I will still visit the places filled with many wholesome memories, there's only one place I go the most...
That tree...the stars....the sunset....that peace....that....beauty......
That...tree...
That beautiful cherry blossom tree......holds a place of infinity.
Though my heart only wishes to hear your voice as you approach from behind, it only wishes to look through the mirror and not see an empty space where no one stands, what my heart wants it cannot have. My heart forever lives in a dream that no longer is a reality. But you aren't fully gone, just unreachable, and that's okay.
Just promise me something.....promise me the impossible.
Okay?
Til then...
Thank you for everything, _ _ _ _ _.
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