Quotes or depressive excerpts from songs:
When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done, help my leave behind some reasons to be missed.
keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest.
I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared.
I don't like my mind right now. Why is everything so heavy? I know I am not center of the universe.
I'm tired being what you want me to be. I don't know you expecting of me, put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes. I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
I hear my battle symphony, please just don't give upon me, if my armor breaks, and I fuse it back together.
This is really sad what's going on in that world. I can't understand and feel how Chazz felt before his death, how he suffered all his life. He was afraid to say everything that had happened to him so that no one would despise him. But all I know is that me and all the fans from all over the world wouldn't do it, and the band wouldn't do it at all.
For us, Chazz is our whole life. He got us out of the pit, He helped when we didn't know where. But as his star went out ... Our life turned upside down .. no photos no new posts from him ... Our memories will remain only in our hearts, in photos, videos where Chazzy laughed, where he looked happy, in clips, which are depressing but it gives them divinity. Chester was /is/forever will be God to all of us. As for Christians, it is Jesus, so for us, it is Chester our Angel.
I don't understand and it's useless for me to look and see that our beloved Chester hasn't been here with us for so long. I still hope that Chazz will appear on TV, on an instagram, in a band, at a concert. Or that Mike writes he's back. And we will all be happy .... But the opposite is true, this will never happen. Chester is the only one ... My heart aches when I see only those memories. T-shirts with his face, the band's logo, his lyrics ... Why didn't someone do something .. :( why didn't someone help him ?! He could still be here with us. I wish I will wake up in the morning and see the Instagram, I'M BACK GUYS! I'd be the happiest ... I've never been to his concert. I've never had the moment to hug him, to tell him how much it means to me , let him stay with us and go nowhere.When writing these lines, I'm in trouble.I have a broken heart.Since 2017. Why did it all have to happen to him? And what was actually behind his death? Cornell? we'll never know again He only looks at us from above and smiles And he's glad we remember him He's been for us all his life He could at least leave a farewell letter .... :( and not just an empty space at home, in the band, in our hearts.
It destroys me that you're not here :'(
I think of him every day and night. And I can't just forget him! Although for some guys is Chester poor for me he's GOD!!! And it will stay forever. Whether you like or not. I will never give up your great songs, I will never give up what you did for me! I love you. We love you. We will always and will be. Your appetite for life gave me energy, and it hit me a lot when I heard you were no longer here. It made me cry and I cried for a long time. I've never had a chance to hug you, tell you how much we love you, what you mean to us, how much I wish you were here with us, and not going anywhere ... how much we need you here.....I miss You.... I cry when I write this words..... Thank You for all what you did for us! and what you do and will do for us! Forever in our hearts.
