fuck em

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i closed my eyes.Doms gaze was burning into me and i couldnt help it.I pushed Dom slightly and stood up not daring to look at either of em.I ran up the stairs (almost tripping) and walked into my room slamming the door behind me. The faint mutters of Dom and Adam could be heard but i couldnt care less. I ran to my wardrobe and found a pair of scruffy trainers.I kicked em on and swung open the window stepping up onto the windowsill.I took a deep breath and flung myself over and out the window scrapping my hands in to process. I needed to go somewhere..just somewhere to fuck around..and sometimes i just wanna yell FUCK EM
-Time skip-
I was here..Right on his door step.. I knocked praying he was in..Suddenly the door swung upon and i was embraced by two large arms wrapped round me. I smiled into his chest..
"H-hey"I stuttered.
"Wacha doin here?"He asked
"I needed to see ya Colby"I whispered.
"Anytime y/n anytime"He smiled.
I walked in to see Jake sitting on his sofa he waved at me and i waved back. Colby and Jake were my best mates.. Colby was like my big bro and Jake was just the best.I sat down and sighed.. Colby sat next to me and looked at my hands.
"Again?"Jake asked.
I nodded my head slowly.I looked up at Jake and he gave me a look of disbelief while Colby just sat there looking at both of us.
"Y/n why ya little shit?"Colby laughed a little by his own remark..

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