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Chapter 9

     (Info is about 5"10 all the heights range from 5"6 which is Hankō to 6"3 that is Osōrō)
    I woke up to pink hair, and water all over me.
     "Oh my god! I am so sorry!"
      "It's fine. Just let me clean it up."
My voice came out as a small whisper. I saw my vision clear up and a heart shaped face of a young man came into view. His unnatural pink eyes looked me up and down, then he blushed.
"Sorry y/n-chan! I am Mujo Kina, the school nurse!"
He looked away to the side again and blushed redder.
"But you can call me Mujo-Senpai!"
I lifted myself out of the bed and immediately felt light headed. The next thing I feel is Mujo's arms around my waist.
     "You almost fell y/n-chan!"
I looked down and saw the ground dangerously close to my face. Whatever pills he put me on are stronger than I thought. It has me stumbling like an idiot.

     Mujo looked over at me with seriousness and lifted me back up. He grabbed my arm sleeve and I paled immediately. I knew what he was going to say and I knew he would never understand. He could never understand what it's like to have something like a demon inside you that tells you your not worth it. What it's like to say 'I'm quitting' then relapse saying 'Maybe just one more time'. He doesn't know what it's like people calling you fake just because you smile and laugh like normal. He doesn't know what it's like to put on a smile that is fake on bad days to avoid the prying questions. I know he doesn't know what it's like to hide my arms in sleeves.

    He will never get it. Nor do I expect him too. I haven't even told Info nor will he ever know that either. Why should I tell him, he can't help. Nobody can help, no matter how many times they say 'Your worth it!' it never helps!  I looked at Mujo with tears staining my cheeks. I could barely see his face.
     "Why?" I can never answer. That question I can't answer. I don't know why. The pain for some reason makes me feel better. I know its bad for me but I can't stop it. That question always made me break down. I shook my head and he took the hint not to press further.
    
     "You have to go to a counselor y/n"
I looked at him dead in the eye and laughed.
     "I've tried! Counselor's don't listen! All they want is to get paid by the school! Don't you realize? Nobody can help me. Nobody would ever want to help me! I feel fucking broken and like I can't be put back together! It's not like I can't laugh or smile but it's sometimes like I feel empty!"
My voice dropped to a whisper that only he could hear. "Sometimes I feel so fucked up that I don't deserve anybody loving me." Mujo looked at me in shock, his eyes also watered slighyly and he hugged me. The tears that i've spilled for years, came out again. Heartbreaking sobs filled the room as I let out all the anger and pain that i've felt for years. Mujo sat there and hugged my form. The scars don't hurt. I can't become numb, they just don't hurt. Mujo grabbed a tissue to dry my face as my tears slowed to a stop.

     "Y/n-chan if there is somebody you need to talk to or just a shoulder to cry on just talk to me."
his smile made me feel the slightest bit better. The doors bust open as Ryu came in with the light blue haired president. Ryu yanked me from the nurse as Saiko started lecturing to him about "Professional Integrity"
    "He was doing his job. His job is to take care of kids! He was wiping my eyes after they were burning."
Saiko looked at me with a glare. He went towards me and grabbed my hand to pull me up. Ryu looked at Saiko with a look that could kill. I was pulled into Ryuzaki's chest as Megamo looked at me with a look I couldn't recognize. His eyes traveled to my chest than back to my eyes. I turned red. Not the playful embarrassment but my s/c skin turned a angry red to match my emotion. My kitty ears twitched as my tail slapped him away from me.

    Ryuzaki smirked in his direction. I turned on him and glared at him as well. It didn't matter that I was Taller/Shorter/Same, he still had a deadly glare on my face. I erased the look and smiled softly. He nodded in approval at me and started dragging me away with Megamo shouting after him.
    "I have to meet with a client and your coming with me."
     "What's his name?"
      "It's more than one. It's Oko Ruto and Osorō Shidesu"
      "The gang leader..."
Ryuzaki nodded and smiled at me.
      "If he touches you he's dead!"
The smile he had on his face turned one with a scary edge.
        "Believe me. He's gonna be a deadman."