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Hayden's p.o.v

I know I broke her promise but I have nothing to live for.

Before I had to leave I quickly went over all my fresh cuts on my arms with rubbing alcohol and then ran gauze over it and put and a black long sleeve, so no one can see my scars.

Finally made to the school and lucky didn't run into anyone, well other then Ariana but we're friends now so its fine.

"Hey! " I hear her call out I didn't want to talk or anything so I just turned the other way and walked to class, only hoping she didn't see my fresh wounds from cutting this morning.

No one knows, well expect Ariana, but other then that no one not even my dad and I hope to keep it that way.

Ariana's p.o.v

Hayden was acting strange today, after school was done I raced out to find him but he was already gone but where?

I decided to message him to see what's up.

Ariana. Hey are you ok.

Still no response I waited an hour.

Ariana. Hayden are you ok?

Hayden. Ohhhh ya umm just feeling a little down but I'm fine, ya I'm fine.

He didn't sound the same at all which only made me worry more.

But why?  Am I falling for him?  Do I have feelings for him?
I'm not understanding at all why all of a sudden was I worrying about the outcast.

But then reality hit me and had to find him soon.

Ariana. Hey where are you?

Hayden. Ariana I'm fine I don't need you here.

Ariana. Ok just don't do anything stupid ok.

He didn't reply and I noticed he was offline.

Hayden's p.o.v

I couldn't tell her and anyways I'm out for a walk but realized that Rachael, Mary, and all their other members of their gang was there.

They are number one on my bully list and loved to call me fish bone they are also friends with my cousin.

I tried so hard not to get detected but it wasn't worth it, they found me and beat the crap out of me.

Each punch finally got weaker as the were starting to tier out, but I spoke way to soon my sleeves rolled up and they saw all my cuts.

"Ohhhh look here everyone fish bone does self harm, well it looks good on you, I mean this world would be soooo much better without you. " and that was only the start, and I started believing them.

I ran to my cousins pizza hut car left a note to say I'm sorry for everything, and left.

I was gonna kill myself today but in five minutes I had to go to the right place. The edge of the cliff on the mountain so I surly don't survive. 

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