Just some stuff

song

If you spilled water and it Staines like normal I have would have tears imprinted in every thing every piece of clothing I own
You would see the tears that I cry and me wiping my face until it is dry.

When you read my song you may say call out for help! But I have tried, Others just think it is a lie but I beg  you please listen for my panic attacks make my face glisten.

My head pounds of images of my lifeless body hanging from the ceiling and I can't get them out if I imagined someone reading my mind i believe I know what they would find, a girl curled up crying her eyes out inside of a void that she wishes she had avoided but she stopped hoping for help a long time ago.

My family is fine but I am so very scared I have been told my disorder is a joke by my own sibling they use it against me and have formed a wall I can't reach out so tell me now if you have help waiting please tell me before i can't stop,I can't reach out... But I'm afraid what would happen if I died or stayed so I tell myself not yet not knowing my disorder is a life threat.

When you read my song you may say call out for help! But I have tried, Others just think it is a lie but I beg  you please listen for my panic attacks make my face glisten.

- A depressed anxiety attack