#5
Other Side
We were friends since I don't remember,
In good or bad situations we were together.
The start of this is I don't know,
Maybe in the future it will show.
As we grew up we have our separate ways,
But we remain as friends,
I didn't care about everything you do,
Because it's your life, so it's not my issue!
We share the same hobby,
Everyone think it's lovely,
But we never mind that thing,
Cause we know it's a trending.
One day my girl friends ask me about something,
If I have a crush on you or feelings,
I laughed cause it's ridiculous,
Because I've known you til' I'm concious.
But first thing first, I realized.
That little by little I fantasized,
You occupied my mind with lame jokes,
That you didn't bother to coax.
I really hate the things that crossed my mind,
And I don't want it cause it's a crime!
Until now I can't accept it,
Because we're just friends so dammit!
But that dreadful night came,
Where you told me we can't be an item,
It hurts my heart,
To the point that I became speechless.
Now! I want to confess,
To remove this feeling and get out of this mess,
So I will wait for that time,
Where I can say to you that I liked you somehow.
