Tacoma's Kryptonite

7

A few months later I am now 4 months pregnant and I went up to the clubhouse and Happy kissed me and started walking towards the garage "go sit baby, I'm busy right now." I turned and pulled a paper out of my purse "H-Hap, I found a death threat in our door this afternoon after I picked up Derrick." He turned and took the paper out of my hands "where is Derrick now?" "Daycare, Chibs and Tig are with him." He nodded and walked into the clubhouse "we have a problem." He said and all the members there including my brother came over "what is it?" "Someone is threatening Ally and my kids. Death threat she found in our door when she got home from getting Derrick from school." Jax picked up the note and then looked at me "call Tig, you'll stay here while we figure out who left this." "I need to get stuff from the house for me and Derrick" he shook his head "make a list, give it to Tig once he drops off your son." I nodded and called Tig:

Him: what's up Ally?
Me: Jax said bring Derrick here and I have a list of things I need from the house for me and him.
Him: of course kiddo. Chibs hasn't put Derrick down since we got here
Me: well bring him here and daddy can continue to have a hold on him.
Him: alright Ally see you soon
Me: yeah
Him: we love you kiddo
Me: love you too Tiggy.

I sat down and sighed, Happy kneeled in front of me "You alright baby?" I nodded and held his hand "I-I'm just nervous. D-Derrick can get hurt...." he stroked my face "no beautiful that's why you're gonna be here with me, your father and brother." I nodded and rubbed my belly then Happy called one of the prospects and asked them to get me water "babe, I could have gotten it. I'm pregnant not disabled." He chuckled and kissed me "take it easy baby, you and the baby need to rest." I nodded and put my hands on his shoulders "You need to be careful too Hap..." he put his hand on my belly "of course, I have a wife and 2 children relying on me." I nodded and stroked his face.

Later that night I was up playing in Derrick's hair and listening to what was on TV, Happy came into the room at about 4am he kissed me then Derrick's head "why are you still awake baby girl? What's going on?" I looked at Derrick "I can't imagine a world without your or Derrick. I may be just being stupid but, you and our son are everything to me. Not to mention the little one growing inside of me right now." He put his hand on my belly "Ally, no one is getting to you or our kids. Jax would kill anything that moves if it meant protecting you and our family, I would kill anything to make sure you and my kids stay safe." I nodded "I know sexy, I really do but this is still super scary. Especially for Derrick because he has no idea what's going on." He sighed "I know, I hate seeing him scared. He's supposed to feel safe with me." I sat up gently then got up and kissed him "you my baby are everything to that little boy. He thinks the world of his daddy, he loves you Happy and I know for sure he feels safe with you. Think about it when he's scared he looks for daddy, when he's upset he looks for daddy, that little boy laying in our bed couldn't do a thing without his daddy. You are his strength, you're not failing at all Happy." He sat on the bed as Derrick rolled over "then why is he so scared now? I'm here and you're here. He has uncle Jax, Aunt Tara, Abel and Thomas." I smiled and sat next to him "baby, he's a kid. He's not home, that's all his fear comes from, he's not in his bed this isn't his house. This would freak any kid out my love." He looked at me "it's times like this I feel like I don't know what I'm doing as a dad Ally. You're such a good mother and you know what to do in every situation for him. I'm clueless when it comes to that." I smiled "Happy, most of what's scaring him is this isn't part of his routine. During the day he goes to school, mommy comes and gets him from school, we go to the hospital so mommy can work and he plays with his cousins, then we come home and daddy's there, we eat dinner then he knows it's bed time so he has his blanket that he's had since he was a baby and his stuffed dog and he's out like a light, papi you're not here when most of his end of day routine stuff happens. Us being here can help you understand his routine a little better. You're a great father baby, our son adores you. If you were a bad dad he would avoid you like the plague because kids have like this sense if someone is bad or something. Please stop doubting yourself like this, when you're like this it's hard to see why people are afraid of you. You know how to care for your son, that's much better than any other club member can say about their kids." He put his head on my shoulder and put his hand on my leg "Ally, you're right. I need to be with him more often. I feel like I barely know him." I kissed him "baby, he's only 5. He knows his daddy love him and is here when he can be."  He kissed me "I'd be lost without you, I love you." I smiled "I love you too sexy, now stop stressing and go to bed with me." He nodded and we fell asleep about an hour later.