It turned out it didn't take much to wake Jay, we went another few rounds before we were both satisfied. We cleaned ourselves up and then put our clothes on from the night before. Then my stomach growled loudly, and I groaned, my head was pounding.
"Let's go eat, cutie." After he said that he lightly kissed my neck and walked out the door.
We had eaten some waffles cause he insisted that it'd be some type of breakfast item even tho it was late morning. After we ate, I felt like we had known each other for years, I knew his favorite color, movie, and animal. It was amazing, he even gave me his number and told me to call or text whenever I wanted to talk. I have a slight hope that this could be a completely new beginning. When we said goodbye it was kinda magical.
By the time I left his house the sun was high in the sky. I looked around and realized I had no idea how to get back to my car from here. I am so fucked, my phone is dead and Jay said he was busy. So I'm really out of options, I sighed and decided to just walk along the road until I found somewhere familiar.
It took me about 20 minutes to figure out where I was and get most of the way back to my car before a familiar face crossed the street looking pissed. It was no other than Bay Parks, one of my old friends that I hadn't talked to in weeks, and kind of been avoiding.
She was tall but shorter than me, long brunette hair, and the hooker outfit style. She was kinda one of those friends from high school you hated but still talked to due to a lack of better options. Aelilia always hated her, and honestly, I don't blame her, Bay is pretty and totally my type.
"Lex! What's this about you and Aemilia breaking up? And why haven't you texted me in weeks?" She asked in a cool calm voice. Well, this week just keeps getting better and better!
"We broke up for reasons you don't need to know, and I haven't texted you because all you want to talk about is my relationship with Aemilia so I got tired of it." I put my hands into my pockets and continued on my path.
"Lex, you can't run from me forever, you do realize that right? You have no home, and soon enough no job. You'll need a place to stay, and a car isn't going to cut it with your brothers, we both know this." She was getting snarky with me and I just wasn't going to have it, I spun around on my heel looked her dead in the face.
"You don't fucking own me and we both know that you need to back the fuck off Bay, you have no idea what you're talking about, so just leave me the fuck alone." I stormed off, but I could hear her heels clicking behind me, she never gives up, does she?
"Don't you dare walk away from me, Lex! You have to stop acting like a child and face the world, cause if you don't the only thing that will come from this is you on the streets begging for money and people spitting in your face! That's all you'll amount to if you don't fix your life. You have to become sober, and get into college! What happened to you?" She was really starting to piss me off, I needed to get to my fucking car so I can work off the hangover. But no, Bay has to shove her nose into everything. I'm fucking done with everyone's bullshit.
"You know motherfucking what? I don't give a shit so what if I live in a car? I can start over, I can run away from this hell my life has become and make a new one with completely different people. I don't have to deal with the stares I get from people that don't know me anymore and just remember the drunk! I don't have to deal with you; I can finally get sober without a job, rent, and my relationships. So you know what, this may be the best god damn thing to ever happen to me." I had stalked to her and gotten in her face. "I should have done this a long time ago." And I should have kicked her off her high horse a long ass time ago. I have no idea why I put up with it.
She went to say something, but I flicked her off and walked off towards my where my car should be. I was close to my car by the time she caught up to me and put her hand on my shoulder. I groaned and turned around for the very last time. I can't keep looking at her and playing the same game over and over.
"Why do you do this to yourself? You always want to run away from your problems, why do you never face them head-on? You changed, you changed back to the angry kid who beats on the weakest person closest to him, but unfortunately this time it isn't some kid. No, this time it is you, you are so weak." Bay looked me in the eyes and I felt ice run through my veins. I am not weak and my mood had completely gone to shit. I stared her down and she flinched; she backed up and finally left.
The icy rage held on and I slammed my door shut. I beat on the steering wheel before clenching my head. My head hurt so fucking bad. I opened another hidden bottle and began to drink. I have no plan, nowhere to go, and no one to call, but I just want to get out of this town.
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Breaking Point
General FictionLex is reaching his breaking point ever so slowly, and he has no one to blame but himself. Each choice was his to make, yet he refuses to put down the bottle and lay with anyone who has a heartbeat.