𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓜𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓼

{35}

(I turned to Y/n she wasn't moving or breathing I panicked Delirious:Y/n)
*Delirious' POV*
Delirious:Baby?
Brock looked back and he ran over
Moo:Y/n? Y/n!
He shook her she didn't move The guys came in I guess Brock had let them come in Mini was closer so I tried handing Luke (the baby) to him
Mini:Don't give it to me!
He said harshly Tyler (Wildcat) immediately took him out of the room
Moo then did what he needed to try and get Y/n back I grabbed a Needle of Vampire Venom and shoved the needle into her chest and pushed the thing so the venom would go into her
It didn't work so I started to bite her on her legs her thighs her arms and stomach even her neck we waited but she didn't come back her eyes were open and she stayed looking in the direction where I held our son I started crying and giving her CPR to hopefully help the venom change her and bring her back
Delirious:Come on Baby please come back
Brock put his hands on my arms
Moo:Del she's gone...
Delirious:No No no! She promised she wouldn't leave me! She promised we'd spend forever with me!
Evan (Vanoss) and Brian (Terroriser) walked over I wouldn't leave so they had to grab my arms and bring me out of the room I was kicking and crying
Delirious:No please! Let me help Y/n!
They sat me down on the couch I tried to get up but Evan stopped me
Vanoss:Del...
I wouldn't stop trying to speak so he sighed
Vanoss:Jonathan!
He yelled my name he never usually says my full first name it's usually Jon or Del/Delirious
I looked at him his eyes were filled with tears suddenly his tears fell and he started to cry
Vanoss:Y/n is gone we can't do anything to bring her back...
I started to cry harder he hugged me tightly I tightened my grip
Delirious:My wife is gone! My baby! My Queen...she's gone...
⚠️Warning!! The next little part includes a Panic attack I'm not sure if anyone gets triggered by it but just a warning you can skip this part if you like⚠️
I then started to have a panic attack my vision was going dark my breathing got quick and I started to become shaky Evan noticed
Vanoss:Jon Jon! Calm down
I couldn't my vision was becoming darker and my breathing got faster
Brian ran over to me
Terroriser:Jon I want you to find five things that you can see
He spoke calmly I looked around
Delirious:U-uh You, E-evan, The tv, the guys, a-and a flower vase
Brian nodded
Terroriser:Now I want you to find four things you can touch
I felt around
Delirious:I-I can feel Evan's hands, the couch,my flannel s-shirt, my phone I-in my p-pocket
Brian nodded again
Terroriser:Three things you can hear?
Delirious:My baby Crying, the Tv playing a movie, the rain outside
Brian nodded and my breathing calmed down and my vision wasn't so dark anymore
Terroriser:two things you can smell
Delirious:The pizza from earlier and a air freshener
Terroriser:Lastly One thing your can taste?
Delirious:Blood....Y/n's blood
I wanted to cry and scream again but I remained calm
Terorriser:You okay now?
I slowly nodded Brian nodded and hugged me before walking Away
⚠️Anxiety/Panic attack part over!!⚠️
then Tyler (Wildcat) brought Luke (The Baby) over to me
Wildcat:Do you wanna hold him?
I nodded and he gently handed me my son I smiled as my son opened his eyes
Delirious:Hi my baby boy
I smiled as my vision went blurry with tears threatening to fall
Delirious:I-I'm your daddy...
Luke Has Y/n's eyes with a slight bit of mine too he has the same pouty lips I had when I was a baby
Delirious:You have your mommy's eyes
I kissed his forehead and held him against my chest and he fell asleep
Moo:What's his name?
Delirious:Luke Carson Denis
Brock smiled sympathetically and nodded
Moo:That's a wonderful name
Delirious:Y/n picked the first name "Luke"
I smiled
Delirious:I guess we have to start planning a funeral?
I asked sadly Brock nodded sadly also I handed Luke back to Tyler
Delirious:I'll go get her dressed don't do anything yet we need to plan it....
They agreed I went and grabbed a Dark Red dress and some of her makeup along with a hair brush I went into the medical room where my dead Wife is I sighed before walking in seeing her laying there lifeless I put her stuff on a clear table with wheels on the bottom as went over to the sink and grabbed some of the cleaning Towels and put some warm water on them and walked back over to Y/n's body and rubbed the rag on her body cleaning the blood off and cleaning the sweat off I then changed her out of the clothes she was wearing and put the dark red dress on her and closed her eyes and done her makeup so she wouldn't look so bad anymore and we could see how beautiful she was before we bury her I then brushed her hair and put her arms on her torso I sighed it was day time already I checked the time 8:17 AM I looked out of the window and went to my room and changed into cleaner clothes since mine had blood on it I don't know how but I had blood on my clothes I went back to the medical room and closed the door and just stood at the window I sighed Brock walked in
Moo:I'm going to the store to get formula for Luke and some bottles and other things he needs...do you need anything?
I shook my head
Delirious:If you don't mind let the guys know I'm just gonna stay in here for awhile? I need time alone and to think
Brock nodded before walking out and closing the door I brought a small chair over that had wheels on the bottom I sat beside the bed Y/n was on I looked at her
Delirious:Why baby?
I said as I cried a bit more suddenly the unthinkable happened
She opened her eyes