I've always got that rare talent of fucking up everything in my life, falling for the wrong person, dreaming of the only thing i'll never have, loosing all i have and getting more of what i really don't need. Life has been so much difficult and mean to me, i mean, just imagine the fact of not being able to have that one thing you'll give your whole damn life to get. Yeah, it hurts so much. But what about to keep falling down all over again for the same things? It litterally kills. Especially when you're a young idiot trying to find the right way to live peacefully, when you're just a stupid teen searching for love and happiness, guess how it feels to loose everything at the same time. Guess how it feels to fall into a dark maze of monsters which is our socity. Huh, and then they ask you why you're so cold and distant, that kind of people clearly don't know what it is to feel broken and empty probably for the rest of your life, don't listen to them, they're idiots. In fact, everybody seems idiot when no one can understand your pain and when you've tryied so hard but then realized that nothing could heal your brokeness.
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A brokenhearted's journal
RandomThere are some random shitty writings of a teenage mess. A broken soul and a big dreamer. I was the girl who believed in love and fairy tales. i was that stupid little child, i was me.
