Diary of a Misfit (1)

chapter 9

Mama Perez tried to back out quietly so they wouldn't notice she saw them.  The door was closed, but not all the way so when she got there, she saw the unthinkable.

Mama Perez: mi hijo está teniendo sexo .... con ese chico y yo ni siquiera sabía que tenía una cosa ... ¿qué coño? ( my son is having sex.... with that boy and I didn't even know they had a thing... what the fuck?) She walked to her room and thought about what just happened. It troubled her so much until she went to sleep feeling depressed.

Meanwhile, Jacob and Chresanto were trying to sort out what just happened.

Jacob: so you're telling me that you use sex to calm down

Chresanto: yeah. I didn't know what came over me though. But aye I bet you liked it

Jacob:.....

Chresanto: it was your first time huh

Jacob nodded.

Chresanto: I just need you to do one thing for me

Jacob: what's that?

Chresanto: don't tell nobody. And I mean nobody that we did this

Jacob: I won't snitch

Chresanto: and I ain't gay by the way. So don't think any of that shit meant anything. You got it

Jacob: okay. Do you think you might... you know... try to do this again

Chresanto: no I don't think so

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That's a damn lie. Chresanto would now use Jacob as his little boy toy whenever things got too big for him. And it went on for weeks, but at Chresanto's house cause mama Perez didn't want Chresanto coming by so much. She still felt hesitant about talking to Jacob about the situation. Until now. It's been on her mind and it just saddened her to know that her son was fucking someone in her house..... without knowing what the situation or who it was.

Mama Perez: mijo can you come here for a second

Jacob: yeah mom. What is it?

Mama Perez: sit down I wanna talk to you

Jacob: whatever it is I didn't do it. No matter how many of my finger prints they found, if they ain't catch me on the camera, it wasn't me

Mama Perez: hush up niño. Lemme just ask you this. Are you having sex?

Jacob: uhh. No why

Mama Perez: don't lie to me. Are you having sex? Be honest with me

Jacob: mami I said no

Mama Perez: why are you lying?

Jacob: wait how-

Mama Perez: I caught y'all. That's why I don't want Chresanto around. He's a God kid mijo, but I'm not sure you're understanding the dangers of what y'all going. You are using protection right?

Jacob was looking into Mama Perez's eyes, and he couldn't help but burst into tears.

Jacob:I'm sorry mami. I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry. I didn't th-think about i-it, we just did.. mami I feel ashamed

Mama Perez: I know son. Still crying and tell me

Jacob dropped his sobbing and told his mom everything that happened. He felt like those dirty, cheap hookers that you pick up off the street.

Mama Perez: mijo. I remember when you told me you like boys. Yes it took me a while to accept that one day you were going to be having sex with a boy. But you know what mijo? I never stopped loving you. And I won't stop. Yes you could use protection, but you're still my son.