YES DOCTOR 💛 || pjm ✔︎

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I panted heavily as I removed my arms from around Shauna's waist. She stood on her feet as I pulled my pants up, adjusting myself.

"Let's not speak of this again."

"Jimin-

"Goodnight. I'll see you Tuesday." I left the bathroom without another word, walking past the guys.

"Jimin, what's wrong?"

"Nothing I want to go home." I left them dumbfounded as I went outside to find my car. I know what I did was wrong, saying how much I like Lia but had sex with another woman.. a married one at that. I just need to go home and nurse this hangover that I know is bound to happen.

Images of Lia cloud my mind and next thing I know, I'm in front of her house. I'm feeling a strong sense of deja vu, only this time there's another car in the driveway. I wanted so badly to knock on the door but decided against it, it wasn't my place. Before I could change my mind, I started the car and went home.

Lia

I dried my body, dress in some comfortable pajamas. My stomach was growling and I needed to put something in it. As I sat on the counter ordering Pizza Hut, Anthony walked in the room, no shirt, and drenched hair.

"I'm ordering pizza, hope you're okay with bell peppers and Italian sausage."

"That's fine with me." He walked closer to me massaging my inner thighs.

"After that you can get you cars and that 10K necklace you bought and leave." He stopped his movements, looking at me, frazzled while chuckling it off.

"I'm sorry what?"

"We're inches away, I'm pretty sure you heard me." I rolled my eyes.

"I'm just confused."

"You think sex was going to make me change my mind." I chuckled. "You came more than me, and you came once. We went one round and I had to get myself off in the shower. Sorry but I had better sex with a girl." I retorted.

"You are something." He backed away shaking his head.

"I'm just being honesty." I shrugged, hopping down going to the living room.

"You can't be serious—

"Oh I'm dead serious. You're lucky enough I'm letting you eat some of my pizza, and you're crazy if you think I'll let you spend the night." The only man I ever let stay the night at my house was Jimin- oh my gosh Jimin.

I just slept with Anthony after not calling Jimin back, texting him, or even going to my appointment. Should I tell him.. I mean we're not together... but he is my therapist that I tell all my inner thoughts too. That's going to be a very awkward and uncomfortable session. God please help me...

"You're tripping."

"Nope I'm sitting." He went my room, to get the rest of his clothes I guess. Once he came out, he was empty handed which only irritated me. "I'm selling that car."

"Do what you please." Was all he said before walking out the front door. I could finally focused onto more important matters like Jimin and I and where do we go from here.

Jimin

[Tuesday]

My mind has been racing for the past few days. I know we're not together but I can't help but feel guilty. I mean I should be guilty for sleeping with a married woman but I feel like I betrayed Lia. I was half listening to Shauna and her husband, every time one expresses their feelings, the other interrupts and they argue.