Mafias {Mark Lee au}

Ch. 10

Recap

[Seolhyun's abusive father came back while she was running from him she called jeno who told her to go into a warehouse she goes in and passes out, when she wakes up she is in the motel room that her brothers gang is staying in]

I take a deep breath In

I'd rather not think about it

I pick up my phone and go on snapchat to look through my stories the first one is Jeno's story I click on it and it's a picture of Jaemin when he was like 14 and there was two girls on his lap His mouth was wide open as he looked at the camera.

I giggle as I click next on his story it is a video of haechan stuffing his face with food while Jeno laughs in the background

Well at least he's not worried about me I think to myself hearing Jeno's laugh

Wait

How did I end up here?

When my dad was chasing me I called Jeno...

Jeno  was the one that told me to go into that warehouse... if Jeno was the one I called... how did I end up with Taeyong?

I put my phone down confused This shit ain't adding up

I start rethinking what happened in my head as soon as I start putting two and two together the door bursts open and Jeno comes running through he runs up to my bed and hugs me tight

Then the rest of them walk in (as in Nct
dream) "Be careful Jeno she literally got shot"Haechan says Jeno backs up lifts up my right arm and wraps it around him hugging me tight again I leave it

"Okay my turn"Jaemin says ripping Jeno off of me taking his spot I hug Jaemin and the all of them take turns hugging me then they start telling me about what happened at school

I look at Jeno and he's quiet

I let them finish talking and Taeyong calls them to eat and they all start to walk out

"Jeno"I call out and Jeno stops in his tracks but doesn't turn around "Come here"I say "and close the door"He closes the door and slowly turns around

"Explain " I say straight forwardly he takes a deep breath in "I'm in the gang" he says breathing out

At that moment it felt like my world came crashing down

The person I have been bestfriends with for four years is in a gang

The person I've told all  of my secrets to

I sit there quietly as Jeno comes over to the side of the bed he tries to grab my hand

I pull it away "Seolhyun please don't be mad you know I can't be telling people these types of things" He says reaching for my hand again but I pull it further away

"I understand that but don't you think I can be upset that the only person I trust has been keeping a secret this big from me " I say my voice cracking a little

'No please don't cry you know I can't stand seeing you cry" he says his eyes getting a bit glossy

"I'm not mad, I just lost trust in you" I say softly looking down he looks down as well "please get out" I say not looking up he takes a deep breath before he slowly leaves the room I take a deep breath and lay my head on the head board

I look at the time it's not even four yet I groan

I turn on my side which took like 10 minutes because of my leg 

I just lay there

I'm not sad

nor happy

I don't feel anything

I just feel empty

it's not something I haven't felt if anything I feel like this everyday I've learned that the best way to deal with it is by sleeping

so that's what I did

————————————————————

I wake up and it's pitch black I feel around for my phone and check the time

11:45 pm

I rub my eyes and put my phone down my back cracks as I twist my body and I try to move my leg but immediately regret it as the pain runs up my body I scream and put my leg back onto the bed clutching it tightly as I tilt my head back groaning

After a couple of minutes of being in pain it finally dies down and I lay there facing up my chest moving up and down rapidly due to the pain I sit up not daring to move my leg

I look around breathing hardly "Taeyong!" I yell but get no response "Taeyong !"I yell louder but still get no response I carefully turn towards the edge of the bed carefully putting my legs there I see a pair of crutches on the side of the nightstand which I assume are for me

I reach over and grab them I slowly stand up with the help of the crutches but they are way too short for me

I sit back onto the bed to fix the size I make them taller and stand back up walk myself to the door the first couple steps were awkward but you don't need common sense to know how crutches work

I peep my head out of the door the small hallway was dimly lit I look to my right and see a door I go over to the door and open it slowly but it's just a small bathroom I turn myself around almost falling but when I get my balance back I go to the longer side of the hallway passing my room and go into the dark living room I see all of the sleeping bags on the floor but nobody was in them

"Taeyong?" I call out but still no response there's no other place I can look I look towards the door which I'm guessing is to go outside and walk towards it

I look at it and see all the extra locks on it and start opening them "Why the hell do you need so many locks" I say under my breath

I get all of the locks off and turn the doorknob it is just as dark outside as it is inside and there are many cars passing on what I think is a highway on the other side of the parking lot

The motel  is in a U shape with the walls painted yellow I look at the parking spaces across from me 4 of them have a sign on them

'Reserved for residents of room 130'

I look at the numbers put on the side of the door they read 130

"So that's for our room" I say looking back at the parking spaces then I realize that three of the cars are gone leaving only one black car left I look at the car than back inside I see a key holder on the wall holding the car key

I reach over and grab before walking out and go towards the car shutting the door behind me