It feels like I'm lost with no direction. I don't know if I should go left or if I should go right. I need an ancer but
I can't seem to find one. so I keep sailing down this endless path with nowhere to go, no direction ,no shore for safety just floating wondering if I'll ever make it out of the freezing water that is keeping me trapped. I see the two stars in the sky the north stare and the south I lie awake with them reminding me of my family but they seem so far away they don't know what it's like to be a rose with no peddles or a person with no hope at all. the days and nights are combined like the twilight in the night sky. Everything is grey no light to guide me so I keep living with no hope no guidance did you get it back,no joy just people swallowing my pride, my dignity,my self love ,will it ever get better? it seems like everything is so far away. no rope to pull me back to reality will it always feel this way? Will I ever have hope again? Will I ever get out of this endless world that keeps spinning? Who knows?
