How did the Lion Whimper?

Lust and Love pt.2

TWO'S POV

I was walking in the hallway to my dormitory and it's still unclear to me this feeling of envy and confusion. After that sleepless night, i was left puzzled... it's like a part of me is missing and everything just seems so blurry.

~ sigh

"i know you're drawn by the charm of wish..."

damn you pin. i can't get these words out of my head.

argh!

as i was to unlock the door, i noticed that it's already unlatched making me open the door slowly and i was surprised to see...

wish with mia... and i guess... they're about to kiss...

"i-i'm sorry... i didn't mean to interrupt"

i uttered before walking out. i ran off without even knowing why. my heart is beating faster and faster not because of my exhaustion but... i don't know this feeling. its a mix of emotions. my subconsciousness is telling me that i should be in pain right now... but why? i didn't noticed that i've slammed the door behind after walking out the room.

i ended up in the rooftop. i tried chasing my breath as if it's my last. i look up in the starry night and my knee weakened. i kneel down the concrete floor of the roof' still looking up in the dark blue sky.

"i guess that stars are twinkling for me"

i said out of nowhere. the stars just kept twinkling and twinkling and i thought they are getting nearer and nearer... i was wrong. then that's when i realized that teardrops are starting to form in the corner of my eye... i let go, i can't keep this pain anymore.

i'm not sure if this is from the breakup or the loneliness i'm feeling. i sobbed there for a while until i hear the door suddenly opened.

i hear footsteps walking towards me. i keep looking down to hide my marks of cries.

"Two..."

a familiar voice whispered in my right ear before putting his hand on my shoulder.

i slowly looked up to see who's talking to me.

"w-wish?"

i asked out of confusion.

at first i really wanted to remove his arms on my shoulder but i felt comfortable.

he's about to remove his but i stopped him...

i grabbed his hand... "don't, just let it be there..."

then i rest my head on his shoulder.

i'm sure he's also confuse but i don't see any protest from him.

i felt ease and comfort over his arms. i wish this could last forever.

"i'm sorry..."

he spoken. breaking the silence in that moonless night.

"for what?"

"for making you feel that i'll be by your side during the time leigh left you."

i sat straight and looked directly at his eyes. i can see sincerity and pity. i know i was wrong too and i shouldn't be selfish and prideful.

"i'm also sorry..."

"hmm?"

"a-about that night... look, i really didn't mean to kiss you, i'm wasted and —"

there's a moment before the silence became romantic...

he pecked my lips unexpectedly and smile afterwards.