Born to be a Hmong girl

I was born to be a girl, where I have to take a step out and start a life with someone. I wasn't born to be a son where I can stay and hold my father's name, and be able to live with my parents forever. As much as I want to stay, I can't; I have to go and start my own life.

Today, I step out to be your wife hoping to start a good life with you. I only know what happen today; I don't know what will happen tomorrow. But my love to you is pure. I try my very best to be a good wife for you. I have never argue with you or yell at you in front of our families or relatives because you represent the world to me. I have always listen and been obedient as a wife should for their husband.

Deep in my heart I miss my parents very much, but I tell myself that I am here to start a life with you and to be a part of you. As much as I want to go back to live with my parents, I know that the moment I step out of the house, they no longer love me the same. Even though they still do love me, if I was to go back things won't be the same no more. I am no longer their child, but a guest within their home.

Times goes by, years passes by, you're the only one that's in my heart. I have never thought of having a heart that'll cheat on you at all. And deep inside, I hope that you feel the same way too.

Every night, when I am asleep, you're the only one in my mind. Every morning, when I am awake, you are the very first person that I see and think about. Even though we had live together for a long time and we had grown old, your face still look handsome like the one that I knew long ago.

Sometimes, we have our misunderstanding that we have overcome made because there's nothing stronger than our love. Nothing can come between us because I love you and you love me.