No Friends [RusAme]

Part 5

It was 2pm as Russia sat down on his couch with a sigh. He has been trying to get in contact with America since 4am this morning. The tall country wasn't sure why it didn't work though. The message definitely sent, but maybe the weird black void was slowing the radio waves down? Russia sat up again and passed around in his living room. He worried if America did die in the that stupid hole and it would be his fault, because he didn't get him out of there early enough to prevent it. A whole month already passed without him having received any messages from America. It made him worry.

Russia looked around the living room. He had to calm down. Nothing much changed in this room after his father's death. Compared with his siblings he was probably the only one who still was so caught up with their father's death. The living room's walls were painted in faint yellow and had a rather relaxing pattern added to it. It was USSR's idea to paint it like this. But right now the otherwise so relaxing pattern of the wall made him even more nervous, because it reminded him of family meetings. Therefore he instantly he had to think of America's dad too. "Fuck, Ame, your dad is going to kill me if he finds about this."

Russia huffed and pulled out his phone. The meeting was going to start soon. The other countries have decided to hold a meeting at least every week, because the crisis is not going to get any better by doing nothing about it... The last saved up resources are slowly exhausting themselves. This already lead to governments of some countries getting overrun. These countries could barely be considered to be a country anymore. So, they were surprised that they didn't fall to dust like the USSR did during his dissolution. One of these countries who lost their government is France. Which isn't too surprising with France's history of revolutions.

The people of all countries are getting more frustrated every day. Some even act like a zombie apocalypse broke out. Some people started to steal all kind of food and hid their food and themselves in a bunker. The cannibalism activity also spiked up to a scary percentage. Russia always thought humans are kind of weird, but without them he wouldn't be alive right now. At this moment, he wasn't so sure if he even wanted to be alive though... The tall country understood now why Netherlands had talked so poorly about their creators (the humans).

During Russia's entire life he had tried his best to present his government as best as possible, to be a good preventive for his people, even if this sometimes meant to go against his own morals or ideas. And... even if it meant to overcome his own anxiety. This is where it lead him? Russia wondered what his father would have done in this situation. His father always was more of a free thinker than him... The fact that USSR killed his own father might not really be a positive thing though.

Russia's thoughts were interrupted by the pesky sound of his phone's alarm clock. He really had get going to today's meeting or he would be late.

As Russia arrived in the meeting hall, all of his attention was on the Netherlands. Netherlands really stood out to Russia, because weirdly enough, he seemed pretty chill about the fact that he and everything else was basically falling apart. Russia figured the country must have just taken a shit ton of cannabis though, because as he was getting closer, he realized that the country was reeking after it. Even Belgium was keeping some distance of him today.

"Russia!" The taller country almost winced at the loud voice of the Brit. Russia took a glance at the older's country face once and already knew what he wanted, so Russia turned around and tried to wave him off. He wasn't in the mood to talk about the progress of the "America goes into the hole" plan. "One minute, England." The tall country said, but clearly was just trying to prevent the talk altogether. Russia rushed over to his sister Ukraine and started asking her if she ate enough for breakfast today. She just have him a blank expression though. The two siblings has an awful relationship and it was obvious that Russia didn't gave two shit if she ate enough food for breakfast.

"How rude!" The Brit said as Russia continued to ignore the older country. Britain crossed is arms and France stood next to him, patting his back. "Stop that." He quickly said and pulled away from his wife. Normally he would like it, but he was clearly not in the mood for it today. He walked over to Russia once more and pulled on his arm, turning the taller country around to face him.

"Russia, I want answers now!" The pissed of Brit demanded and crossed his arms while glaring up to the taller country. Russia just shrugged though. "A answer to what? What am I supposed to answer you?" he asked, even though he knew exactly what this was all about. Sometimes Russia wondered if he should have just went into the void-black hole himself. At least he wouldn't have to deal with a pissed of Brit then.

Britain grabbed for the collar of the taller country. It looked a bit stupid since he was so much smaller, but everyone knew how strong Britain could be if he wanted to. He was a super power once too after all. "You know exactly what this is about, Russia." He snarled and basically spit out the other's name. "I want news about my son, America. Or did you really just let him die?" Russia's eyes expanded a bit at that.

"Me letting him die? Is that really what you think of me?" He asked and the other countries in the room got nervous. This added to Russia's anxiety. Did they all think the same as Britain? Canada was the first one to try and calm down the conflict between his father and Russia. "Calm down, dad." he looked at Britain and then focused his eyes on Russia. He almost was at the same eye level as him. "And Russia..." he continued, "I'm sure there's a good explanation behind you not telling us yet how the plan is going." Everyone was staring at Russia at this point, which made the tall country silently sweat. 'Yeah, because he might be dead.' He thought to himself, but of course didn't dare to say that.

"Well..." Russia began, but wasn't able to get any words out. He felt too awful to. He didn't want to face the reality that America might be dead and it was his fault alone. So he eventually just shrugged which was met by an intense groan by Ukraine. "Just tell us already or do we have to force you to? Don't make us start a war with our current circumstances." she said a bit annoyed. She wasn't in the mood to make America her biggest worry, she had other things to worry about. After all, they all were pretty much close to the end of the world. Russia waved his arms in the air. His nervousness was showing now. "He isn't answering and I don't know why!" he said. "B-but! The radio is working. At least the little lamp on my device always brights up when I send a message to him, so he should be getting them-" He tried to defend his actions, but Britain interrupted him.

"Wait!" he almost shouted. "Are you seriously telling me that America didn't answer you once in the entire duration of a month?" "Well, yes-" "And you didn't pull him out then?! Maybe something happened! But to try and pull him out now... He could be dead by now! We don't know what's in that hole or why he isn't answering!" Britain's grip around Russia's collar got tighter and he was ready to shove the taller country against the wall in anger.

Everyone was kind of in a shock. Even Netherlands who was really stoned seemed to worry about the American now and jumped out of his chair. "We should go and get him out of there now!" He said. His voice was a bit hoarse and he was still kind of in a trance, but he tried to pull himself together for the sake of America's well-being. "Yes." Britain just said while still glaring into Russia's eyes. "You will bring us to that fucking hole now." he added in anger and let go of the younger country. "When Britain starts to swear you better take it serious." Ukraine said and Russia would have rolled his eyes at his sister's comment, but he felt too tense to do so at the moment.

Almost all of the countries followed Russia to the black-void hole in Netherlands' territory. Britain glared at Russia during the entire trip there. It was quite uncomfortable.