The Game of Life

Slice!

The first slice is always the hardest

It's the one you remember

The one that means the most

The one that starts the domino effect

the one that starts the chain reaction

the one where you start and cant stop

it becomes like a drug

so adicting you cant stop

you keep trying

and trying

and trying to stop

but you can't

it controlls you

to the point where everything leads to that

you hide

hide who you are to avoid judgement

to avoid tormenting

where as you're doing it to yourself

hurting

hurting yourself

you'll hurt yourself to the point of numbness

where your hurt doesnt hurt anymore

but it hurts the ones that you love

the ones that love you the most

it's so adicting you start doing it like it's a normality

like it should happen every day

you lie to your friends when they ask if you're okay

you say yes even though you're not

they know

they know you're hurting

they feel your pain

and when you hurt the most and you end it

its them you hurt the most

it's them that grieve when you're gone

but you're free

you're free while they're trapped

trapped in the game of life