Tabula Colton

Chapter 17- Colton The Spy

"They wiped you and put in this new personality. Real Colton would have fought me back. Takada probably personalized it just how he wanted and made you his obedient little pussyboy. You're probably missing him right now, aren't you? Sick little fuck," Julian looked at me with concern.

"I am... He's like this ultra magnet for me. I can't get enough. I love him so much," I admitted.

"Yeah, they did the same to my twin brother Jackson. You don't remember any of this. Now he's in Hong Kong and won't even return my calls. He's with some old rich dude and he hangs on his every command. It took me months to figure out what happened. If I can help you, maybe I can help him too," Julian said sadly.

"It's crazy. I bet he feels like I do. He can't say no." I sighed.

"I'm sorry. I thought I could stop it before they did it to you. I just needed to find Eizo and his lab so I could maybe get some help to reverse it. I don't know how many other boys they did this to, but it's fucked up and it has to stop." Julian sighed.

"You knew this was going to happen to me?" I flared angrily.

"I thought I could stop it before they went through with it. I just needed to get close enough."

"What the fuck dude? And what about Miguel?" I asked.

"Who the fuck is that?" He looked at me with confusion. I explained my past life, my girlfriend, my job, the accident. He just laughed.

"Dude you are so lost! There was never a Miguel or maybe there is, but you weren't him. They just put in some backstory to make you confused and extra needy for your daddy. When you convince a boy he's crazy, he'll latch on to whomever has stability," Julian explained.

"He wouldn't do that. He loves me. He does everything to take care of me," I retorted.

"They did the same to my brother. He thought he was a baseball player from Montreal. He even speaks french now! It's wild what they can do. They blank slated you, total Tabula Rasa, then loaded in what they wanted. This whole thing was just a computer program." Julian said.

"No, no way! Mr. Takada wouldn't do that," I protested. I thought about the warm arms that rocked me to sleep and held me so protectively. He loved me.

"You were going to leave him, Colt! Wake the fuck up! We were planning it. You were raising funds to get out. You were finding out about what he planned for you and you were scared shitless! I had a safe place in Cisco with a friend for you," Julian replied. My head was spinning.

"He did it to hold on to you and now he gets this perfect docile boy who drools over his body and does whatever he's told like a good little sex doll. Think about it, Colt. You're a good looking guy. You could have a lot better than him. You only came here thinking you could get into movies, and Jason was just a place to stay until that happened," Julian continued. 

Colton really was using Mr. Takada.

"No! I love him. He's so amazing and sweet to me. When he touches me my body just feels like..." I started but he interrupted and finished my though.

"Like the best thing you've ever felt. Of course it does. He made it that way so everything in you responds to his touch. The rougher he is the more you respond. Look how hard you got just from me shoving you around. You're a pussy boy who's nothing without a daddy. That's what he wanted. That's what he ordered. He killed off the old you,." He sighed. 

Julian gave me a little shove against the wall. 

My cock stirred.

My eyes started to tear up again. Julian looked at me with frustration.