Feeling dead inside I decided to trow all my emotions aside, it has been as so for a coople of years, year where I created trail left only with insecurities and fears and now, cross that path again in order to regain my emotions I must.
But as I walk in I start to tremble and the desire of death reaches to me fought only by the sadness that I feel imagining my loved ones reviving the tragically news that I died, and so, paralized I stay in a dark mist of emotions.