Make Me Go Crazy

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Changkyun's POV
When I woke up I noticed Y/N was missing I checked the bathroom and I didn't see her I checked the whole house and couldn't find her but instead i saw a note on the front door.
-the note-
Sorry for leaving and not telling you but,next time try telling your hoes to play with someone else so they don't reck your relationship
-Y/N
My heart dropped as I read the note then I immediately got my phone and checked it and saw messages from Wendy. "That stupid bitch just doesn't learn!" I said frustrated as fuck. I got dressed and went to school I walked down the hall and saw Wendy and she winked at me and it looks like she was talking to Y/N and she looked so uncomfortable and upset so I stepped up and told her to fuck off and leave my girl and my relationship alone thenI walked away to give Y/N her space but then she grabbed my hand with this soft glare that I can't ignore. "So I think I wanna hear your story instead of jumping to conclusions." She said then I told her "Wendy likes me but I keep telling her I'm dating you and I refuse to cheat like how I did the other girls that came into my life because your different and special." I said ad I caressed her cheek and kissed her then I walked away. Even in class I didn't talk to her I sat by Shownu and let Lisa sit next to her to give her space. But honestly I don't know why I feel this way like in s good but bad way like I really love and miss her but I don't know what I can do to make her happy or feel better. Lunch came and I sat by myself and she came up to me and said "why are you ignoring me?" I looked her in the eyes and almost panicked her eyes were red and puffy as if she was crying.
"I was giving you your space." I told her and started to pretend to use my phone. She snatched the phone and gently grabbed my cheek and made me look at her.
"Changkyun just because I was upset doesn't mean I was gonna push you away I would never do that to you not ever." Then I broke the eye contact and started to tear up then she came around the table and hugged me then kissed my forehead. I just cried in her shoulder and she comforted me. "No No don't cry baby I'm here for you." She said and that right there made my whole heart heat up then I stopped crying and looked her in the eye. "I-I'm sorry for ignoring you I was just afraid to tell you what actually happened and you wouldn't believe me so you would leave me." I said then looked down then she made me look at her again and she gave me a very deep and gentle kiss then whispered "during free period I got something to make you feel better." And believe it or not I knew EXACTLY what she meant and when I say I'm gonna be patient and wait for this event to happen.
-time skip-
After being all emotional I soon catch myself in a empty classroom that looks like nobody has been in for a very long time. So now we are in this old and dusty class room before we even did anything we decided to clean it up and make it look like it belongs to someone. After we were done we pulled the curtains down and taped paper around the  window on the door. So she made me sit in a teachers seat and starts giving me a lap dance which she knows she would turn me on which actually happened. She started to rub her ass on my boner and she got her knees and kissed it then unzipped my panted in slow motion to tease me then slowly pulled my dick out and licked my pre cum as I watched her with eyes full of lust and need. She soon takes me in whole. "Ahh Y/N...faster" I moaned as she bopped her head up and down in a rhythmic paste then soon i grab her head and I moved her a bit faster as I felt myself abt to cum. "Fuck I'm gonna cum." I said as I keep moving her head then I came in her mouth and she swallowed every bit of it. Was I surprised...nah she does this whenever I'm not feeling right and I'm enjoy it but then I also enjoy the fact she only does it to boost my mood. Sometimes she does this when she is jealous but in a rough way. I kinda like it when she does it rough but thats the funny part she only gets jealous when I talk to other girls or they stare at me and legit go crazy... I guess I am attractive. "Babe do you feel better now?" She asked me as she strokes my dick and I nodded my head yes as I groaned. Then she pressed her thumb on my tip and I almost lost it. "Fuck babe your such a tease." I said while she licks my tip. "But it still feels good." She said as she winked me then continued.
-time skip-
Now our free period ended so I gave her water to get the taste of my cum out of her mouth then we went back to class.
Your POV
So we went back to class and did our work and he looked more calm now so now I'm kinda proud I cheered him up but I need a new technic. Sucking dick all the time not gonna work all the time even if he likes it. But anyways when we got home I did my math homework then suddenly I feel Changkyun put his lips on my neck giving me new hickeys and yes I moaned why because when he does it, it feels good like really fucking good.
Because of him kissing my neck I couldn't do my homework so I sat back and let him do whatever he wanted to do to me. But the moment I turned around and looked at him he look mad ass fuck. And my heart dropped whenever he was mad and ever got sexual he gets...abusive. Why I just don't know so I do what I can to not make him hit me because believe it or not his hits hurt a lot. I tried to reach for my pencil to do my homework but then he pulled my hair and made me look at him. "Look at me while I satisfy you and IF you look away or move away you will regret it." He said in a dark tone that scared me. He made me stand up and lay on the couch I accidentally looked away he slapped me and said "I SAID NOT TO LOOK AWAY AND YOU DID!" I started crying because I was scared and I wanted to run but I dont want to get hurt so I said "I'm sorry baby I just dont like eye contact." In a low tone then he said "why not?" But I didn't answer him so he went to the room and I sat there to avoid getting hurt again. When he came back he had the hand cuffs and a belt. I didn't see a condom which meant he wants me to get pregnant but thank god I'm on the pill because I don't want to get pregnant not yet at least. Soon he puts my hands behind meand started removing my clothes then said to me "look away or stay silent nd u wont like it I wanna hear your moans." He said and he started eating me out as if he hasn't eaten all week then I started moaning his name but then he started fingering me as he ate me out and I started to sing his name. He had me in paradise even if he was pissed off. He started going faster. "Fuck baby I'm gonna cum." Then he stopped and I whined then he said "it's daddy" and I nodded my head "daddy I'm gonna cum" and he continued but even faster then I lost myself and started to buck my hips towards him. Eventually I came in his mouth and he made sure none of my cum was wasted then he got up and said "ass up." And rolled over and put my ass up and he immediately slammed his dick into me and I screamed "WHY SO HARD THAT WAS FUCKING PAINFUL!" I said and he slapped my ass hella hard causing me to gasp and he said "shut up slut" and I remained silent and he began to thrust so fast I could feel myself going numb as if he hit the right spot and everything else when numb.

"Ah fuck go harder" I whined but then he wrapped his hand around my neck and he said "shut up slut let me fuck out my anger" he said thrusting harder soon we both released our juices.
"I hope I don't get pregnant." I said then he glared at me and said "there is a good reason on why I didn't use a condom." At that moment I felt my heart  drop. "I didn't wanna get pregnant right now." I said as I started to get upset. "Well now you don't have a choice." He said as he roughly grabs my cheeks then he throws it back very aggressively then he carries be to the room then takes the hand cuffs off. "Lets fucking talk right now!" He said sounding mad as hell even though I was still scared and confused ass fuck. "About what?" I said. "Don't play fucking dumb you know damn well you kissed Jungkook!" He said as his face turned red from how angry he was. "What are you talking about I never kissed that piece of shit!" I said trying to defend myself but feeling bad for insulting him. "HE SAID YOU KISSED HIM AND TAEHYUNG SAID IT WAS TRUE!" He yelled scaring me. "Did you know Jungkook liked me ever since we were in middle school and Taehyung never liked me to begin with. They just wanna ruin our relationship. I can't believe you believe what others tell you instead of asking me if it was true first." I said as I got trying to storm out on him but then he immediately grabbed me and slammed me into the wall. "Where do you think your going?" He asked me a bit concerned but still mad. "Away from you. It may be permanent because you and this bad temper will make me disappear real fast no matter how much I love you I will NOT be with someone who keeps beating me up and having sex with me because of how mad you are." I said and i removed his hand and walked out.
Changkyun's POV
As she walked out I felt...hurt but mad not even mad at her anymore but mad at myself. I feel as if I just lost my one valuable possession and that was Y/N. Without her I'm depressed as fuck I she legit makes me the happiest. But this situation here makes me want depressed to the point I might miss a few days of school. I sighed as I laid in the bed and stared as the ceiling and started to cry myself to sleep.
As my alarm went off in the morning I got up to use the bathroom and saw how red and puffy my eyes were and how exhausted I looked. I just said fuck it and stayed home. I checked my phone and I saw a heart breaking text from her saying "I'm not gonna come back for a while...sorry not sorry" and I started crying again I realized how much I fucked up and how much I needed help with my depression. But under no condition would I dare leave my house like this. I stayed in bed for days I didn't even bother to get out of bed Its been 3 weeks since Y/ left and I still haven't gone to school nor eaten anything. I guess I've been to depressed and weak to even leave my bed unless I had to go to the bathroom. I miss us I miss...her! I sent her so many messages and called her a few times but she ignored me like I was nothing. I eventually broke my phone to stop worrying about her but it wasn't working. I was still depressed and worried about her. Eventually my friends came over to see if I was still alive and honestly right now I don't know if I was or not because right now I look like a whole ass zombie. "Yoo you good we haven't seen you in 4 weeks whats been going on." Kihyun asked. "A lot." I said avoiding eye contact then I suddenly felt Minhyuk wrap his arms around me to give me a hug to help me feel comfortable. "It's ok if you want to talk we won't force you to but we just want to make sure your okay." He said in a soft tone that made me look at everyone realizing they all had very worried and soft looks on their faces.
-time skip-
I explained everything and told them I haven't eaten since Y/N left so Kihyun went to the kitchen and made something for me to eat and everyone else tried to make feel as if things are gonna get better and tell me to come to school or I will get kicked out even though I wouldn't mind being put out as long I can  stay home. I felt like shit for making my friends and classmates and teachers worry about me but I'm just a depressed shit who doesn't know what to do with life. I wish I wasn't such a piece of shit.
-time skip-
It's almost 4AM and my friends are still here with me to make sure that I'm ok. I tried to make them go home and get rest but they refused to leave me alone they don't want me quote on quote doing anything stupid so their staying over and they are making me go to school tomorrow which I do not want to do. "Changkyun please lay down and go to sleep." Hyungwon asked me to do and I did so then he came and pulled the covers over me and he didn't leave until I fell asleep which was like 3 hours. Unfortunately I have school tomorrow and I still feel like shit. Anyways when I fell asleep I felt Hyungwon get up as the bed shifted and him and Minhyuk started to check my whole to see if I had any blades or pill good thing I don't have any. Anyways I fell asleep and this dream was kinda peaceful
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Sorry for all those day of not writing for u all I've been busy plus i dont rlly have much time to myself in order to write but im trying to make it work before my phone gets taken but I hope u liked this long ass chapter with 2.6k words