Unneeded Sorrys - (Sid: Lords of Dogtown fanfiction) One Shot

AN: This is an old story of mine. I think I wrote it in 2007? Not too sure. Just thought I'd post it up here. It was one of my favourite ones that I wrote. Anyway, I hope you enjoy reading.

Music blared through my ears. His moist lips crashed onto mine. I heard a faint "Bro!" and knew exactly that it was Tony giving us the thumbs up. Distorted guitars could be heard all the way down the street. I could taste the alcohol in his mouth and it intertwined with the bitter taste staining my tongue. His hands grazed over my sides and one trailed up to the back of my neck. My hands found their way up to his hair and I slowly tugged onto it. He traced my collar bone with his lips and I moaned in satisfaction. I opened my eyes to see Sid. I hastily pushed Jay off of me.

"Sid! Wait!" I yelled pressing myself through the crowds. I elbowed someone by accident, but I didn't have time to say I was sorry so I stalked on. "Sid! Please!"

He exited though a sliding door and I immediately followed him. "Sid!"

I saw his feet tread heavily on the tarred road. "No Paola, I don't want to hear your bullshit!"

He walked on not looking back. I jogged up to his slumped body. I seized his shoulder and turned him towards me. "Sid…" My breath smelled of alcohol. He winced slightly as I talked to him.

"Paola, you're drunk!" he said irritably, swatting my hand away.

"Please, Sid, I'm sorry." I said trying to hug him.

"Get away from me!" He said and took off down the lonely streets of Dogtown.  

Okay so I cried for days. It was my fault and I should have expected this much, or even worse. Sid was the first out of the two of us to say "I love you." At first I didn't respond; I told him I would only say it if I meant it. It came a few weeks after he said it to me. I had said it, we were running away from the cops one day and once I got past a corner and with Sid tagging along behind me, I kissed him and said it. "I love you Sid."

He didn't take me back, didn't even call me. I had cheated on him, with one of his best friends.

A few years passed and I had gone out with a couple of guys, they said they loved me but I never said it back. It felt a bit weird that I didn't share my first time with Sid, I thought I always would.

Stacy got famous, I laughed when I watched Charlie's Angels. Tony became some stuck up 'superstar' but he was the only one who kept in comtact. And Jay, became famous, watched something on TV where he tried to do a trick never been done before, but failed. I was on the edge of my ratty orange couch and groaned that he didn't make it. And for Sid, I just got a phone call today that the ear thing was a tumour. I smiled thinking about a time when we found a broken down car and tried to hotwire it. Sure we failed, but I made out with the love of my life.

I strolled over to the kitchen bench. I was still working out if I was going to see Sid or not. A couple of blocks away and I'd be right there. Just then a familiar ringing rang through my ears. I sighed and picked up the phone.

"Hello?" I asked my voice low and expressionless.

"Paola? You should really come."

It was Alva; he was the one that called me about it. "And do what? He's got a girlfriend already." I answered my voice still low.

"They broke up recently; she said that he was going to die so why not leave him."

"Harsh."

Silence.

We stayed on the phone for a few more minutes and I leaned onto the kitchen bench with the phone tucked under my ear holding it with my shoulder.

"So are you gonna come?"