Tran

On the edge

I'm sweating and I think my heart has never beaten faster in my life. We are on the edge. Chris is looking me straight in the eyes, he is afraid ,I know , I can tell. Normal. We are 500 meters above the ground. It's risk it all or go home. I don't think about the height or how hard my head will smash on the ground if I don't make it to the otherside. All I think about is the white roof a meter away from where I am.

Before I can better think about it I am on the air floating. I don't care if it's dangerous and most certainly that I will be punished again for this.

My feet are touching the ground but I fold them so they can absorb the energy from the impact. Chris is still on the other side. His face is almost white from fear, even after all of this time that we have done the stand he is still afraid. I swear this guy is the one.

"I...I..Can't....Tran I can't do this"

"Cristofer Jake Novak..." when I want him to do something I use his full name. It always gets the message abroad. "I believe in you" He smirks, I love when he does this. I think he mutters something but deep inside he likes it. It's my way to motivate him! He is such a sweet dork.

"Ok then"

He  jumps from the old grey building's roof to the other side so fast I couldn't even tell he begun running . He landed but his eyes are still closed, I'm not even sure if he can tell weather he's still on the air or not but soon I open his eyes with a soft kiss. Gez, that boy has the lips of an angel and he smells like strawberry all the time, I actually have no idea how he does this. He is driving me crazy .

"I'm proud of you" I wishper to him while being only inches away from his lips. Soon our lips are forcing themselves into passionate kiss. Our tongues are dancing and he slowly put his arms around my waist.

After a while he trips on one of the old boxes Priest Kali has left on the roof. She said they contained old stuff we were supposed to throw away but we always put it away.

But all I can think about as we fall back is that we are on the floor and I am laying above him.I'm taking control. I slowly lean my lips on his neck forcing my tongue on his warm sweaty skin. It's beautiful, poetic.

I kiss him slowly while going down but his muscular arm interupts me by pushing me back. His big blue eyes are staring at me. I should really pay attention to what he is sayng to me but I can't. I'm trying to follow his words but his mouth is distracting me. I think he is pushing me.

Did he just punched me?

"Did you just punch me?" Well he certainly did, but I think he had a right to. It's been a while he's been talking to me but I'm away, melting on his beautiful silhouette . It's not my fault he is so attractive.

" Don't blame me. You are the one who wasn't responding not me. Are you even listening to me ?"

"I am" Liar. I'm such a terrible liar. I really am.

"Liar. You know you are terrible at lying right?"

"I'm aware of this, well I was thinking of how well would it be if we carried on what we were doing before. Sorry I wasn't listening. What were you talking about ?"

"I said it's time for us to go"

He pointed at the sky. A beautiful sunset is taking place right front of our eyes. The sky is a pallet of war m colors forming an unforgettable spectacle. I love this, me , him and the sunset.

It's all I want but we can't enjoy it for long. We have to return to church. Priest Claws won't be happy if we are late. Church's rules suck. Me and Chris were raised there, like many other kids that were abadoned when they were young or were orphans.