😘~radiodust~😘

they never leave

Before i begin! ~warning~
There will be self harm and suicidal thoughts.
If u hate any of that stuff skip this chapter or to the point thats past that (if that happens in this story)

Angels p.o.v.

Once i got up,i fed nuggets and left to go into my bathroom.I do my daily chorus, brush teeth, take bath, get dressed in somthing sexy~,and fix up room.Today i just wanted to stay in bed and do nothing,but of course i would feel even more lonely then i already do.I picked up fat nuggets after he was done eating and walked down to the loddy.
    Everyone was eating.Soon Charlie saw me and walked to me then pulling me to a table and gave me a plate of pancakes. I smile nervously trying not to eat but Charlie stared at me. I at the whole plate with a pain in my belly.Alastor sat next to me while i was holding fat nuggets feeding some of my food to him.
    "Ah angel!you...have a pig in your lap" alastor said as he looked at me with his fake a** smile he always wear's.It pisses me off.

Alastors p.o.v.

I walk up to angel with a pig in his lap.he fed the pig his food.i sighed and walked up to him "Ah angel!you...have a pig in your lap" i smile my normal smile thats always printed on my face.angel looked upset like he was in pain,i went next to him and sat down next to him.He growled at me as i sat down "what the f**k do you want smiles."I heard his voice and it didnt sound normal..he sounded weak and hurt.
   I shot back into reality when i hear angels chair move as he got up." Angel!"i grabed his upper left rist which for some reason made him suck in through his teeth "khhhh-" angel looked at me with pain in his eyes.I for some reason let go, having angel run away like a scared dog.I wanted to follow him but my legs wouldn't move no matter how hard i tryed,i stood there frozen.

Angels p.o.v.

I ran straight to my room hoping no one would follow me.once i got in i locked to door,put fat nuggets down,and went to my bathroom.i looked in the mirror "your nothing!nothing to your father or to this damn hotel!" I yell and punch my mirror making it break.
   I back away from the mirror with tears falling off my cheeks.i sigh and sit nexts to the toilet and start trying to make myself throw up.after a while i did.it hurt.a lot, but beauty is pain and its better then eating to be honest. I grab a knife thats hidden under my pillow and started cutting my rist to the point where i yell.

I hear knocking then it went black

Yelling and fighting

I think i even heard charlie yellin at alastor.
Of course vaggie was yelling

To be continued ~