Logged In (ZARRY AU)

Chapter 25

Zayn held the strap of his big tightly on his shoulder as he looked at Niall's apartment door. He doesn't know what he'll expect after booking a flight to London.

All he knows is that, he wants to fix the misunderstanding between him and Harry.

So Zayn composed himself as he took inhaled and exhaled and knock on the door.

The door creaked open as he saw Niall "Zayn!" Niall gasped as Zayn gave an awkward wave "Niall...is Harry....there?" Zayn softly asked as Niall stared at him for a while until stepping aside and let Zayn in.

Zayn gave a small smile as he went inside the apartment and put down his bag "He's been staying here with me for days now..." Niall said as he walked past Zayn and went to the kitchen "He's been at my room for couple of days and he barely eats..." Niall added as he cocked his head to the side, saying that Harry's in his room.

Zayn sighed as he nodded and looked at his bag. He grabbed something from his bag and stood straight, This is it Zayn...make things right.

Zayn walked towards the room and held the doorknob, he slowly twisted it and pushed it open and went inside the room, closing the door. He walked inside the room and saw Harry on the bed, all covered in duvet and a box of Kleenex everywhere.

Zayn's heart split into two seeing that Harry has been crying for days.

Oh his poor baby.

"Niall, I don't want to eat..." Zayn heard Harry say as Zayn stilled as he clutched the thing he'd been holding on "Ni? Why are you being...." Harry slowly got up and removed the duvet from his face and when he saw those hazel eyes, his heart thumped so hard on his chest that it hurts "Zayn" Harry whispered. His heart is so happy and overjoyed that Zayn went to see him at London and he'd been missing him so much but remembering what happened, Harry's eyes began to cry again "What...get out!" Harry shouted, tears streaming down his cheeks as Zayn put down the thing he'd been holding and went towards Harry on his bed.

He hugged Harry as Harry pushed him off "NO! Let me go!" Harry said as he tried his best pushing off Zayn but Zayn hugged him tighter "Harry...I'm sorry whatever it is that I've done for you to say we are over...I'm sorry" Zayn said as his heart is aching seeing Harry all broken and hurt "Please talk to me" Zayn said as Harry stopped pushing him off but instead, he sniffed and sobbed on Zayn's chest.

Zayn put his hand on Harry's curls as he ran his fingertips through his curly strands "Please talk to me babe..." Zayn whispered as Harry sniffed and looked at Zayn, eyes covered with tears "Are you tired being my boyfriend?" Harry softly asked as Zayn's entire being collapsed.

Tired? How could Harry say this?

Zayn cupped his cheeks and shook his head "Why are you even asking that? I love you and I will never get tired of you" Zayn answered as Harry cried some more when he remembered that Zayn called that woman "Love"

"No! Please don't lie Zayn...I heard you..." Harry hiccuped as Zayn wiped off his tears from his cheeks "Heard me? What did you hear?" Zayn gently asked as Harry cried some more, more tears stream on his cheeks.

Harry pushed himself away from Zayn as he got out of the bed and stood as he looked at Zayn "A woman! I heard you! You....you called him Love and you were doing something!" Harry responded as Zayn stared at him for a while until he sighed "Beb...Please get back in here" Zayn calmly said as Harry shook his head "NO! If you don't want me anymore, you could have just said it and not cheat on me with your new woman!" Harry shouted as Zayn looked at Harry.

Zayn's heart suddenly broke knowing that Harry doesn't trust him.

His heart broke knowing that Harry thinks that he will cheat and his heart broke even more knowing that this beautiful creature standing in front of him thinks that he's replaceable.

Zayn shook his head knowing that Harry doubt his loyalty and faithfulness towards him "Harry, I can't believe that I'm hearing this nonsense from you" Zayn started as Harry shut his mouth.

Zayn stood from the other side of the room and looked at Harry intently "I can't believe that the person I love would tell me that I cheated and doubt the love I have..." Zayn continued as Harry got quiet now "I'm deeply hurt knowing that you can't trust me..." Zayn calmly said but his insides wanted to explode from the pain.

Zayn maintained his calm composure as he stared at Harry "I can't believe the person I trust so much with all my heart would say these things to me..." Zayn's voice started to crack and he can his tears building up on his eyes "I love you Harry and I would never and ever cheat on you..."

And as soon as Zayn said those words, Harry's eyes widened seeing Zayn's tears cascaded on his cheeks.

Harry's breathing hitched.

He made Zayn Malik cry.

Zayn wiped off his tears as he looked at Harry "The woman you're talking about was my friend. Her name was Love and she's my senior. She works at a mural company at New York and she....helped me did something" Zayn said as Harry's heart thumped.

Zayn grabbed the roll of canvas that's on the floor and put it on the bed "I was supposed to give you that on our 2nd Monthsary together but I guess, now is the time..." Zayn cleared his throat "And I guess, its a parting gift too" he added as Harry's widened as he looked at Zayn with horror.

"I love you Harry....so much...but you already made your decision to break up with me and I respect that..." Harry's heart is aching now "....since you don't trust me enough, I guess its just right for you to break up with me" Zayn sadly said as he can feel his heart cracking into a thousand pieces.

Zayn's eyes gave out tears as he look at Harry one last time before leaving the room without any words.

Leaving Harry even more broken.

//A/N: OKAY OKAY CALM DOWN. CALM DOWN. WHAT THE FUCK I CAN'T CALM DOWN BECAUSE ZARRY JUST BROKE UP! WHAT?! HARRY, seriously love, you shouldn't assume things. And Zayn, aww, can't imagine the pain and hurt knowing that the only person he loves and trust, doubts his loyalty and faithfulness. Is this the end?

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